your one and only sweetheart; meera mameemo

Luahan Hati):

2011-02-07T19:36:00.004+08:00

HI BLOGGIE;

Dah lama jugak aku tak blog...

Entah dah berapa lama pon aku tak tau...

Sepanjang minggu CNY ni....

Aku dapat berehat....

Tapi bukan duduk kat rumah....

Goyang kaki ke...tidur ke....

Tapi aku merayap ke sini sana...

Iya lah hari2 aku keje...

Takde time nak jalan2....lepak2....

So...since dah ada kesempatan....

Aper lagi...Aku make full use of it lah...

Dapat jugak aku keluar dgn kwn2 aku....

Rindu giler lah kat dorang....

Walaupun last minute punye plan....

Alhamdulillah...Hampir semua yg hadir....

Dapat jugak aku lepaskan rindu....

Walaupun jumpe sekejap je....

Besok dah start keje balik...

Happy tu mmg lah happy....

Tapi aku masih rindu kat kwn2 aku....

Entah bila lagi dpt jumpe dorg....

Smue dh busy....Ada dh start skolah....

Ada yg keje....Susah nk jumpe....

Aku ni pulak kene keje almost everyday....

Tak kira lah weekdays ke...

Weekends ke...Keje tetap keje....

Kalo dpt off pon hari weekdays je...

Mcm mane nk jumpe dorg yg dh skolah...

Apa boleh buat...Dh nasib badan...

Tapi aku yakin satu hari nanti...

Aku dapat jumpa dorg lagi..

Skrg aku kene fokus pada keje aku....

Cakap psl keje....Aku tngh risau tentang budget aku...

Bukan nya aku tk tau nk berjimat...

Tapi masalah nya ialah...

Bulan ni ada 28 hari sahaja...

Aku pulak start keje lambat...

Makna nya gaji aku pon sikit lah....

Gaji makin sikit...Barang yg nk beli makin bertambah...

Haiyo...Mcm gini boleh jadi giler....

Bulan march nk pegi bercuti...

Aiyo ama...Mana aku nk cekau duit ni??

Dh lah poly nk kat start...

Mane aku nk cari duit nk beli laptop....

Beg skolah baru....Baju baru...

Kasut baru...Seluar baru....

Smue pakai duit tu....

Dh lah mak cuma kasi keje sampai feb je....

Pening kepala aku...

Aku pon tk tau nk buat aper....

Slalu nya aku follow the flow je...

Tapi tk kn nk follow je...

Mesti buat racangan awal jgk kn....

Tngk lah aper yg aku bleh buat....

Kalo tk dpt aper2 solusi....

Then,I have no choice....But to....

Serah kan segalanya pada yg berkuasa...

Iaitu yg Maha Esa....

2ND POST FOR THE YEAR 2011!!

2011-01-20T02:12:00.005+08:00

2nd post of the year....2011!!

I just can't believe that time really flies so fast like a G6...hahah!!JOKING!!

I've been working for more than a month now...

And,I just can't believe it...It feels like a dream...Hahaha!!!

And also....I've received my O'levels results....

Hmm...Is it good...Or is it bad???

Jeng jeng jeng...

Honestly...I'm pretty disappointed to see my results...

Not the kind of results I was hoping to see...

But on the bright sight...At least...I still can go to poly....

That is what I'm happy about...But seriously...

I've never expected myself to be crying like hell before getting my results...

I knew I was going to cry...

But I was just expecting little tiny tear drops....

But I was crying like hell.....

But thank goodness the hall was not flooded...

I was worried about that too...So now....

I'm enjoying my working life....

So far so good...Nothing much to complain...

And there is an improvement yknow....

I've been punctual in this new year...

That's prolly because of my new year resolution....

which is to be punctual for work or for any other stuff...

I'm still considering....

Whether I should continue working until the end of feb coz....

Actually my contract ends by the end of this month...

But I miss hanging out with my frens...

Since I started working....I have no time at all for my frens...

I miss them soo damn much....But at the same time....

I need to save money for my studies in poly...

If possible I don't want to trouble my parents...

Especially my mum...

I know that my education is my parents' responsibility...

But education is also my responsibility too...

My mum is not working anymore...

So,she have to depend on my dad's pay....

My dad's pay is not that big...

But at least its enough for the whole family to survive...

So I need to work....I need to save money...

So I can help to enlighten my parents' burden....

I need money to buy for my poly needs...

Since I still have time to save....

I don't see the reason why must I let go this job opportunity....

Nowadays...Its not easy to get a job...

Regardless whether you have a....

degree or a master or a PHD cert or whatsoever lah eh....

It is still hard to get a job....So,I'm still considering....

Either to spend more time with my friends....

Or to save money for my future use...

pfft...A really tough decision aye....

But I will make my decision a.s.a.p before...

31 JANUARY 2011....

kenangan terindah

2011-01-17T22:48:00.007+08:00

KENANGAN TERINDAH......

Tidak pernah ku duga...

Aku berpeluang untuk memiliki perasaan ini lagi...

Perasaan yang telah lama aku nanti kan dalam hidup ku....

Tapi...adakah perasaan ini dinamakan cinta??

Atau hanya perasaan yang akan bertahta di hatiku buat sementara??

Fikiran ku bercelaru dengan segala macam soalan yang mernekam benakku...

Tapi apa yang pasti ialah.....

Perasaan ku ini akan aku pendam dalam jiwa ku...

Sampai tiba masanya untuk ia dibebaskan daripada cengkaman hatiku...

Mungkin ini tidak lagi menjadi rahsiaku....

Kerana aku telah meluahkan segalanya disini....

Tapi...identiti si dia akan tetap menjadi rahsia hatiku...

Biarlah aku berkasih dalam diam....

Biarlah cintaku bertepuk sebelah tangan....

Aku lebih rela cintaku bertepuk sebelah tangan....

Daripada cintaku ditolak mentah-mentah....

Iya....Memang aku seorang yang pengecut...penakut....

Takut untuk meluahkan apa saja yang terbuku di jiwaku...

Memang tidak salah untuk meluahkan perasaan ini....

Aku tidak perlu takut untuk meluahkannya...

Sebagai seorang manusia....Aku ada hak untuk bersuara....

Ada hak untuk luahkan perasaan aku pada sesiapa sahaja....

Tetapi....Aku takut kalau cintaku tidak dapat diterima oleh si dia....

Aku takut aku tidak dapat menerima kenyataan....

Bahawa aku tidak dapat memiliki cintamu...

Aku takut kalau hatiku terluka...berdarah....

Kerana tidak mudah bagiku untuk sembuhkan luka di jiwa....

Aku tidak sanggup lagi untuk menahan sakit disebabkan oleh kekecewaan.....

Aku tidak mahu kecewa.....

Biarlah aku bercinta tanpa pengetahuan kau....

Kerana ini adalah untuk kebaikkan kau dan aku....

Tiada siapa akan terluka....

Tiada siapa akan berasa kecewa....

Semuanya kelihatan seperti biasa...

Biarlah ini semua menjadi rahsia hatiku.....

Biarlah ini menjadi rahsia antara aku dan Yang Maha Esa....

*ps:ini bukan karangan...tapi luahan hatiku(:

FINALLY,I'VE GOT A JOB!!

2010-12-20T00:17:00.005+08:00

Hey Bloggie;

Finally aye,I'm updating you...hahas!!And,finally too aye,I've got a job since I've been jobless for quite a while....Hmm...my job is awesome...Not really...I mean it's not so tiring and quite worth it I should say....It is just that it's abit frustrating when customers doesn't wanna buy any of the clothes after trying a few of them...And when I say a few,I mean like more than 5...But,at least its not that bad....I prefer when there's alot of customers....although they just wanna try the clothes...I mean I don't feel tired when there's alot of people and sometimes...it gets out of hand....and I MEAN WHAT I SAID!!!hahaha!!!Nobody will believe it how tiring it is when there's no customer at all....like graveyard....And this is no joke okay...At that point of time,I do feel like going home...Not only because it is tiring but also it is SUPER DEE-DUPER BORING TO THE MAX!!!SO SO SO DAMN MENDAQ YKNOW....Cannot take it sia....Tsktsktsk....But the best part of the story is that I've get to meet all sort of people...People from different countries...Different races....Different religion....And, I also get to meet celebrities....Although they're not from Hollywood or whatsoever....But at least,they are actors and actress...And,I'm honoured to meet them although I don't get to serve them...I have been working for 14 days now....And I'm doing pretty good....Real good....HAHAHA!!!But I'm quite disappointed in myself coz I came late for work for a few times &....LATENESS DO AFFECT MY PAY): quite sad to hear that actually but I'll try my best to be punctual....AND Today....20 DECEMBER 2010...IS....MY OFF DAY!!!!WOOHOO!!!FINALLY,TIME TO RELAX....But,I'm planning to go out and I have to see my mum's condition first...If she's not doing so well then maybe I'll stay at home...If she's doing fine,maybe I'll go out for a while...I hope I get my pay already...HAHAHA!!!Can't wait to go SHOPPING!!!PLUS COTTON ON IS HAVING A SALE!!!CANNOT WASTE THIS OPPORTUNITY TO SHOP TILL I DROP!!! Hence,I can conclude that I'm enjoying my hols soo much and I don't want to think and worry too much about my results....So now,its time for me to enjoy after putting in 'alot of effort' for my O's....So yeah....I shall end my post here...And,I'll try to update soon when I'm free yaww....

PEACE OUT!!

'O' levels is OVER!!

2010-11-14T19:38:00.005+08:00

YO PEEPZ!!MEERA IS BACK IN ACTION!!!

Gosh....Its been months since the last time I updated this dead blog...Well, I have super dee-duper good news....MY 'O' LEVELS IS OVERRRRR!!!!SERIOUSLY.This is no joke.This is reality,dude.I'm so elated to finally complete this damn stressfull examinations.Now,its time to build a temporary career.I'm not really sure what kind of job I want.But if possible,I don't want to get involve in jobs that are related to food.Not worth it plus tiring.Really tough job.I know there's no such thing as an EASY JOB.That really make sense.But there are jobs that are worth it plus not as tiring as working at food outlets.I'm planning to really start finding jobs on the 22nd of November since this week is a hectic week for me where Hari Raya Haji falls on this coming Wednesday and my class chalet falls on the next day of the Hari Raya Haji.Really hectic aye.But my mum suggested to me that I should start finding jobs in December since my BIRTHDAY falls in this month,somewhere at the end of it.I think she's right.But,I'll see first how larh eh?Okay lah...that's all for today,mate.I'm looking forward to this THURSDAY...I really hope that I can overnite at the chalet...HELP ME PRAY AYE!!!

2010-06-24T18:54:00.003+08:00

HEY PEEPZ!!
Once again,I'm updating my dead blog.Haha!Seriously,I was too lazy too update coz there's too many things going on.Today only got geography lesson.It was damn boring coz we only did pathetic mind maps.Finally,SHINI is back.Hahah!!She's back with straight hair.It was kinda weird to see her with straight hair coz I used to see her with those curls.Haha!!Ohkay,now my 2nd laughing accomplice is back.Haha!I wonder whether I should cut my fringe into bangs or not.I really want bangs but I'm just worried that the outcome is UGLY!!Anyway,SHINI is cutting bangs today but I'm not sure about the outcome.She texted me and told me that her bangs look weird.So now,I'm kinda lose confidence in cutting bangs.I seriously need to think more than twice so that I won't make the wrong decision.Hahah!!!!

Just now after class,accompanied HUDA & AZIRAH to Macs coz they wanna have their breakfast.Surprisingly,I can hold my hunger just because I wanna save up.Wow...such an improvement...NOT!!Hahaha!!!We met ZARIFAH,HAIZAN & WANI that were going to have their breakfast at Macs too.Hahah!!!And before we left,we had this kecoh discussion about the WOLRD CUP.Hahah!!!It was so kecoh that everyone was looking at us.Hahaha!!!Kecoh or wad!!!

Tomorrow having a combined humanities test that last for 1 and a half hour.Currently,studying geography but nothing went into my mind.I'm so damn pissed off man.I'm not studying anything for social studies as only SBQ that will be tested.

After the test,I planned to watch KARATE KID for the 2nd time but this time round I'm watching with my mum.I'm gonna treat my mum the movie ticket as a birthday present as I'm out of ideas what to buy for her birthday present.I really hope she like it since she has been looking forward to watch that movie.I don't mind watching that movie again coz it is a very good movie.Hahaha!!!Till now,we can't decide where to watch coz she has appointment with this doctor at FAR EAST PLAZA and we don't know how long will her appointment take.So,tomorrow I'm town-ing with my mum.Hahah!!!Surprisingly!!!LoL!!

Ohkay ppl...I'm ending my post here...I'll update again whenever I'm free aye...Hahaha!!!!

expressing my sad feelings...(:

2010-06-14T20:06:00.003+08:00

Hey there;
Finally,I'm updating my dead blog.Suddenly, I lost interest in blogging.Probably my life is too sucks to be talk about.I just don't know what is happening to me and my friends.There are always conflict arising.I'm sick of being at fault.Almost everyone blame me for the conflicts.I admit I'm a hot,short and a bad tempered girl.But why people can't understand that I was born with that kind of attitude.What am I suppose to do with it??People hate me because of my temper and also because I can't control my temper.I know sometimes I'm at fault because I always use vulgarities that were harsh and people get hurt hearing me swearing at them.But they have to understand,I was born like that and I can't do anything about it.Its not that I never try to change,I did try but it is a long process.I'm willing to change as long as they could accept me again.I mean I try to change by keeping quiet as long as possible.I believed that will help me to stop using harsh words on people that may hurt their feelings.But still,I felt leftout.I tried to convince myself but I failed.I understand may be they are traumatised by what I did to them.But,I'm not the only one who use harsh words.Other people also use vulgarities and swear people.But why they were not being treated the same way I was being treated??Isn't it kinda unfair??After I heard so many stories that were so painful for me to bear,I decided to blog about it.I know I have to take care of people's feelings and make sure that I won't hurt them.But after hearing hurtful stories,it actually knock some sense to me.Why am I wasting my time taking care of people's feelings where they don't even care about my feelings??Why must I listen to what they ordered me to do??Why must I change for them??Why??Why??Why????If they are really true friends,they will accept me for whoever I am.This is me.I'm not a hypocrite that I have to pretend to be someone else in front of my friends just because I want them to accept me again as their friend.I'm saying like this is not because I regret changing or whatever the answer might be.It is just that I'm not happy with some people who ask me to change but actually they are also the type who use harsh words on people and I'm one of the victims.I'm sorry if this post is hurtful but I just have to let it all out.I want people to know how I feel.That's all.I just want people to understand and not more than that.I'm not asking for sympathy but just understanding and may be after this people could accept me again.But if this post makes them hates me more,I'm ready for it since my primary school friends also hates me because of my temper.So,I would like to take this opportunity to apologise to my friends that I had hurt their feelings before and I'm also apologising to my friends for my future mistakes...and I always love them...(:

MYE IS OVERRRRRRRRRR!!!

2010-05-16T02:12:00.004+08:00

HEY PEEPS!
Finally...I update my blog aye.hahah!!I was busy studying for MYE.No time to rest also.Everyday got extra class.Tired sia.But now,MYE IS OVER.Finally man...hahah!!!But now I have to worry about my results.I know I didn't do that well for certain papers or should I say all papers.I can even screw up my Higher Malay paper.Its a MOTHER TONGUE PAPER!I should do well for it.But I don't know wads wrong with me.Im not improving at all.And that worries me alot.I really hope I do well for AMATHS PAPER 2 so I can prove my teacher wrong and make my mum proud of me.My CT1 results disappoint her alot.Especially AMATHS coz I failed badly.Really badly till my teacher called my mum twice regarding my amaths result.My mum told me not to disappoint her for amaths MYE paper.I really tried my best.I know I did.And I know I did badly for AMATHS PAPER 1 coz I skipped quite alot of questions and my teacher did advise me to practise more so that my paper 2 can help my paper 1.Isn't that so obvious that I fail damn badly??Why is it so hard for her to tell me the truth??Im prepared for the worst.I'll already expected that I will fail my paper 1 and I did.So yeah....And MONDAY IS A HELL DAY OHKAY!!MYE RESULTS IS RELEASED ON MONDAY SIA!!!EVERY SUBJECT KAY!!!AAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGHHHH!!!!!!NIGHT MAREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!

PICS WITH SEZAIRI!!!

2010-04-24T17:11:00.006+08:00

ZAYANAH,WANI,HUDA,SEZAIRI & ME!!!

SEZAIRI & ME!!!

SAF BAND,SEZAIRI,HAIZAN,WANI,AZIRAH & ME!!!

SEZAIRI SEZALI!!!

2010-04-24T16:57:00.004+08:00

HELL-OH PEEPZ!!

I have something interesting to share.It was the best moment of my life which is to take pics with SEZAIRI SEZALI!!I know it sounds crazy but that's the fact.I really did take pics with him.His performance was so damn entertaining.SAF MUSIC AND DRAMA COMPANY RAWKZ TO THE CORE YAWW!!!!I'm so honoured to take pics with HIM and HIS band.I'm so gonna treasure every second I had during the photo-taking.His voice....OH MY ALLAH!!!Make me meltz sia....serious.And the best part of the story....his performance was LIVE!!!!!It was awesome.I'm so gonna buy his album soon.So yeah....that's all folks!!I'll update A.S.A.P!!!

SEE YA SOON & PEACE OUT PEE-POLE!!!!

2010-03-31T19:04:00.005+08:00

Hey PeePz!!

Its been so long till the last time I blogged.As everyone would have expected,I'm very busy.FYI,I just came home from school.I used the computer immediately to send my social studies groupwork since it was switched on.Currently blogging and after this I'm having my dinner then I'll be starting to do my homework.Tomorrow will be a long day because I'll be having the Speech Day rehearsal.This friday is a GOOD FRIDAY which means its a public holiday.YAY!!But sad to say,there's a lot of weekend homework and I still have to go to school on saturday for chemistry and social studies lessons.Haiyo!!!Ok lah...I shall end my post here and I will update it when I'm free or when I feel like blogging.So TAKECARE!!

2010-03-06T22:16:00.004+08:00

Hey Readers!!!

Today's lesson was fun.Thanks to Sanje for helping me in answering the question.I'm lucky coz I picked the right person to answer.Hahahaha!!!!Gosh,there's so many homework especially Amaths and Emaths.I have about 3 schools' paper to complete which includes both paper 1 and 2.Seriously,I can't wait for next week coz next week is my cousin's wedding ceremony.I'm so looking forward to the ceremony.I hope I won't feel leftout coz I don't really get along that well with them.But I'll try.One more week to go before school is close.But still,I have to go to school as per normal.Honestly,I don't get it why they called it a school holiday where students are asked to come to school for extra lessons???It doesn't make sense at all.AT ALL!Oh well,I guess I have no power to go against the teacher therefore I still need to go to school.But at least,I'm a bit relieved now coz I've already told my mum about my overall results.She seems disappointed but luckily she's not mad at me and I didn't get any nagging....yet.But I'm sure I will get the nagging.Usually,my parents will not let me off without nagging and a warning.So I will not get nagging from my mum but from my dad.I know...usually mothers who did the nagging.But,both my mum and my dad are very talented in nagging.They can easily win the award of 'THE BEST NAGGER IN THE WORLD!!!!'.LAWLZ!I think I will start to do the Amaths and Emaths papers after blogging.I really miss blogging.I used to blog every single day.But now,Im practically busy everyday plus I always come home late due to extra classes and my punishment for failing Amaths.Haiyo!!Ok lah...I'll end here....Sad huh??hahah!!!I will blog soon.Whenever I'm free.Oh,before I forget.Yesterday was the annual road run.It was so damn tiring.And I came in the 36th position.Gosh...I was too tired to catch up with the rest.Congtrats to KOVAN for winnning the cheer competition and congrats to LOWLAND for being the OVERALL CHAMPION.Whatever it is...SIMON will always be the best.I'm always proud of SIMON.SIMON......will always be in my heart.....TAKE CARE READERS!!!!

2010-03-04T23:54:00.003+08:00

Hell-Oh READERS!!!!

2nd post for the day and the 5th post for the year i think.I coudn't remember.Uh-oh...I've diagnosed STM which stands for Short-Term Memory.Ok LawL!Actually,I've just finished cleaning up my room.Now,it look better than ever.Hah!!After this,may be I will start to do my preparation notes for social studies lesson this saturday.Almost every saturday I need to go to school.It is so unfair.Everybody has 2 days of rest and I only have one.Haix.Ok lah...I'm not gonna write so long for this post.Just to let the whole world know that tomorrow is my school's annual road run day.That means no lessons(yay!)but I have to run.This year's route is longer than last year route.Obviously I prefer the last year route.I wonder why they decided to use the longer route instead of the shorter one.Hmmm......

2010-03-04T20:37:00.004+08:00

HELL-OH MY DEAREST READERS(:

Today,I came home late again.What a torture man!!Everyday must stayback till 6pm just because I failed badly for Amaths.Actually,I decided not to tell my mum about my disappointing Amaths marks till I get back my report book.But my Amaths teacher decided to tell my mum for me because she was so damn disappointed with my class performance.Most of my classmates' grades are beyond satisfactory.That's the reason why she keep nagging about our bad performance and how she was embarrassed that her A-class students did very badly for the Amaths.Luckily,I managed to explain to my mum the reason for my failure.But she haven't know the overall result which I had predicted it to be badly done.I studied very hard for all the subjects especially CHEMISTRY.But my marks was not the kind of marks that I was expecting.I expected to get a better grade because there are only a few questions that I can't do.Honestly,I'm pretty disappointed to see my CHEMISTRY marks.I didn't expect to get that low.But I'm grateful that I passed although it was just a pass.Haix.Now,I'm worried that my parents might freak out when they see the overall results.I failed English by one mark(pathetic),Combined Humanities,Combined Science and Amaths.I didn't sit for my malay common test because I've already sat for malay O'level paper.So,one subject off my mind.Phew!!But,the thing that I was worried the most was the overall results.I might not be able to explain to them.Actually,I can explain to them.It is just that it is so damn hard to convince them.I really had a hard time to explain to them.But I really hope they will understand.They can't blame me for not studying because I did study.And I studied the whole day.And they even saw me studying in the living room.I really really hope that they will let me off this time and they will not scold me.But that is kinda impossible because they always scold me for failing any subjects.And obviously,at this point of time they must have expected me to pass all my subjects as I will be sitting for O'level this year.Seriously.This year is a very crucial year for me.I have to do well in all subjects so that I'll be convince that I will pass my O'levels with flying colours.But no matter how hard I tried to convince myself that my parents will be OK with my overall results,I'm still worried like hell.One thing for sure that they will not stop nagging and they will keep on reminding and advising me that this year I'll be sitting for O'levels and I have to do well for it because it will determine my future and blah blah blah...Sometimes,I wonder whether they think that I planned to fail.I can infer from the way they nag at me.If I really want to fail,for what I waste my time studying like a mad girl and sacrifising my sleep time that will eventually caused a bigger eyebags.But,they will put the blame on me obviously.They will never ever blame the teacher.Oh boy!!My life sucks to the core man.Seriously,I hate Sec 4 life because sec 4 students have no life.I repeat NO LIFE!!!!

ps:a piece of advice to future sec 4 students...please be prepared for the worse......):

2010-03-04T00:56:00.004+08:00

YO PEEPS!!!

Im still doing my endless emaths homework.i wonder how my classmates managed their time.Im already feeling tired and i felt that i had enough of emaths.the endless homework just piss me off.im tired and there is like piles of homework to be done and i haf insufficient time to complete.oh,gosh.im dying!!!!

2010-02-26T20:04:00.004+08:00

Hey peepol!!!!

This is my 2nd post for the year.So,roughly you guys can see how busy i am till i have no time at all to update my half dead blog.such a poor thing.hah!I came home late today because i had prize presentation rehearsal.It was so tiring.I had to go up the stage for three times;2 times to receive awards and 1 time for dancing.Im so excited for the performance because this is my first time dancing contemporary malay dance.It was the best dance ever.Common Test is over finally and im very worried for my results.Im very happy for my combined biology paper because finally,i passed biology.But im very disappointed for my social studies and amaths marks.I failed badly for the both papers.Im disappointed because i did study for the papers.its not like i did not study at all.I did study and i even studied the whole day for the papers.I put my homework aside just to focus on the common test and my amaths teacher scolded me as though i did not do her homework at all,as though i did not turn up for her srp at all,as though i've not been paying attention during her lessons.this is so frustrating.if she forced me to drop amaths,i will tell her in her face that i will never ever gonna drop amaths and i will try harder to prove her that im capable of doing amaths.its just that i need a better teacher to teach me amaths.I really hope i can do well in other subjects like emaths,pure chem and geog.as for physics,im pretty sure i did badly for it.it is because i focus on my biology because im pretty sure that i can do better in bio than phy although i studied or i did not study for phy.it will always fail physics coz i've been failing my physics and im not born to do physics at all.whatever it is,i need to do better in other subjects as i had screwed a few subjects.i really need to pass my geog with fying colours in order to pass my combined humanities.oh boy,seriously sec 4 has no life.seriously.im so tired as i dont really get enuff of either rest or sleep.tomorrow i had amaths lesson although it is a saturday.then,next saturday i have social studies.seriously sia.i cant take it animore.there's too many activities going on and there's too many worksheets to be completed in a short period of time.life.....is indeed unfair.pfft!!since common test is over,i can start to think about going out to shop with wani.we havent set the date of our shopping day yet but for sure its before march holidays.so yeah...this is my life now.so different from last year where i can still slack abit.but now....haix):

1st post for the year and 1st post for the day(:

2010-02-06T01:14:00.003+08:00

Hell-Oh peeple....
This is my first post for the day and the worst part of the story is.....
THIS IS MY FIRST POST FOR THE YEAR!!!!!crazy isn't it??woah....my last post was on 26/12/09,a day before Singapore Idol Grand Finale which i went to witness everything.I'm so glad that Sezairi wins because i was like voting for him non-stop throughout the show.So,yay???hahahahah.There were so much thing happened since the new year.But I'm so lazy to post about it and I'm sorry for not updating my dead blog.I was so damn busy rite now since I'm already in Sec 4.I'm already freaking out as the O Level is coming nearer.Forget about that....Just now almost all my classmates went to the SPD which stands for Society for Physically Disabled.We went there to do our CIP.Im so sleepy ryte now.I kept dozing off while I'm blogging.I was hoping to sleep longer.However,later I have to wake up early as i haf extra lessons at school.So,i guess my post end here aye.....hope to update my blog A.S.A.P.....my eyes cant take it any longer....it cant wait to be shut down.so yeah...im rushing...to finish this post.

PLAN B FAIL):

2009-12-26T21:42:00.003+08:00

HELL-OH READERS!!!!
Today,I stayed at home the whole day.Never go out at all.I wonder how can I survive.Only ALLAH knows the answer to my stupid question.Since I never go out today,that means my PLAN B fails.Haiyo...TskTsk.Maybe I'm going out tomorrow for awhile before going out with HUDA to the GRAND FINALE.I think I'll be going to HOUGANG MALL to pay my library fines.After I pay,I'll be borrowing some books to read.Then,I think I'll be doing abit of window-shopping at COTTON ON.After that,then I go home.I don't think I'll be staying so long at the mall.So,yeah.I think that will be my schedule for tomorrow and that's all for today aites!!!

billabong bag...):

2009-12-25T19:47:00.003+08:00

HELL-OH READERS!!!
Currently,I'm blogging,obviously.hahahahah!!!!I seriously wanna buy that BILLABONG BAG at BHG at BUGIS JUNCTION.I seriously fell in love with it.Its like love at the first sight.ahahah!!!LOL!!!I really like it.But the price is seriously off my budget.That really piss me off.I know I can get a cheaper price at QUEENSWAY but it is so far away.Actually,I had a plan which is to ask my DAD for money.But i feel bad.I kept asking him money.That time,he gave $50 when i wanted to go shopping at BUGIS STREET.So,I think he won't give me anymore money.I tried giving him hints by telling him that i fell in love with this BILLABONG BAG but its very expensive.A first,I thought he get what I meant and why I say that way to him.But I was wrong.He actually thought that I bought it.Obviously I did not buy it since it is so expensive.So,in the end my Plan A fail.That's why I came up with that Plan B which I think it will lead to another failure.And I actually plan to go survey at VIVO CITY with ARIF tomorrow but I think I had to cancel my plan because I have to help my mum.But I think I have to persuade my mum about going out for awhile and then I will help her in the afternoon or the evening.But I think she won't let me go.I know her very well.If I really wanna go out tomorrow,then I have to hang all the clothes and complete some of the house chores that were assigned to me.Such a burden.But what to do,my life what.I have to accept it no matter what the condition is.Two more days....I can't wait any longer.ahahah!!!!Finally,I'm not dreaming anymore.If not,I've always dream to witness everything.So now,its no longer a dream.ahahaah!!!But somehow,I feel bad towards my other friends.I really hope they understand my situation.I'm afraid they think I'm biased because I chose HUDA to go with me to the GRAND FINALE.But,I can explain to them if they need my explaination.I'm ready to explain everything from A to Z.

ps:babes,I'm sorry for not choosing u guys...Pls forgive me):<br>

singapore idol grand finale tickets!!!

2009-12-24T20:36:00.007+08:00

HELL-OH READERS!!!
I went out with twinnie today.She accompanied me to collect my SINGAPORE IDOL GRAND FINALE TICKETS!!woohoo!!!!After that,we took 12 to Bugis.We window shopped at Bugis Junction as I was surveying for my new school bag.I fell in love with a few BILLABONG BAGS.But they were too expensive so I decided to survey at other places.Before we went to MacDonalds for our lunch,we went to COTTON ON as it was having a CRAZY SALE.ahahah!!!I bought a tank top for $5 and HUDA bought nothing.After lunch,we went to BUGIS STREET to window shop.Then,we took 80 home.I am so excited.I can't believe it that I will be going to watch SINGAPORE IDOL GRAND FINALE at the SINGAPORE INDOOR STADIUM.I'll be witnessing everything in front of my eyes.It sounded like a CRAZY DREAM but this is a REALITY.I still can't believe it.ahahah!!!I will be going with twinnie,HUDA,since i won two tickets.HUDA asked me to where GREEN on that day since I am supporting SEZAIRI SEZALI.But both SEZAIRI and SYLVIA are my favourites.So,I have difficulty in choosing between the two of them.But I think I will be supporting SEZAIRI and this is not because of race.I chose to support him because i think he has the complete package.He has a cute baby face[that's what my mum said],he can play the guitar,he can sing and he owned a unique voice.That makes me think that he should win or maybe deserve the title.But whoever wins on that day,I won't be so damn disappointed because both of them deserve to be winners as the both of them owned a very unique voice and they have different personality.So,the one which is the most outstanding one on that day,will definitely wins or maybe the one which is more attractive will definitely managed to attract voters to vote for him/her.So afterall,their fate actually lies in the voters' hands.The one who get the most votes,obviously,wins the title although the other one did extremely better.So,I hope voters will vote wisely!!!

ps:thx twinnie for accompanying me...i reali hope i can get that billabong/roxy backpack...

so excited!!!

2009-12-17T23:55:00.004+08:00

HELL-OH READERS!!!
Im not gonna say so much for today.Im just sharing my feelings.I seriously cant wait for this Saturday.Maybe some of you know already what i meant but maybe some of you are figuring it out.Im not gonna tell anything today.Maybe tomorrow but depends on my mood.But Im so excited for this Saturday.Finally,its here.Oh boy,that day will be one of the most memorable day of my life!!!PEACE OUT PEEPS!!!

redeem cik said nye laptop seyy!!

2009-12-15T19:12:00.003+08:00

Hell-oh Readers!!!
today,Uncle Din was accompanied by me,Arif,Amin and Nabil to redeem his free laptop at ACER which is at Jurong East.we went there by train.Then,we took the train to Bishan to have our lunch at Long John Silver.Uncle Din treated us.woohoo!!!!after eating,we accompanied Arif and Amin to the money changer.After that,we went to the pasar malam near the bus interchange.i bought a black casing for my phone which cost $6.then we took 53 home.then,we went to Uncle Din's house to take a look at his laptop.it was so damn cool.i can't wait to own a laptop.ahahahah!!!his laptop was touch screen sia.then,he can turn his monitor.cool sia.can't wait to get one.ahahah!!!then,Nabil go home first at around 3pm because he had tution.tsktsk.poor boy.ahahah!!!then,the rest of us went home around 5.30pm.and now,im blogging and updating my facebook.i will update as soon as possible.PEACE OUT READERS!!!

2009-12-13T18:35:00.002+08:00

aku benci handphone aku.tk guna punye handphone.aku rasa macam nak lempar je.padahal aku tk picit aper2 sey.abeh lepas dah charge,smue bende hilang.aku tak tau nk buat aper.aper yang aku rasa skrg ialah sedih.malah skrg ni aku sedang nangis.semua nombor2 hilang.aku dh tk tau aper lagy nk buat.rasa macam nk bunuh diri jek.bnyk sms2 yg aku simpan.kononnya nk buat kenangan.abeh skrg smue dh hilang.aku rasa aku boleh jadi gyler sak mcm gini.penat sak aku download lagu smpi tiga ratus lebih.abeh smue nye hilang.aku dh tk sanggup nk g download agy.bapak aku pon tk peduli.buat bodoh jek.kalo aku tau handphone ni tk guna,aku tk beli lah.sial punye handphone!!!buat susah hidop aku jek.

2009-12-12T17:20:00.003+08:00

Hell-Oh readers...!
i just came back from my cousin's house.i went there to meet my cousin,nephews and niece.we played HAPPY FAMILY,DONKEY and OLD MAID.it was so funny.everybody looks so stress because they dont want to be the last person holding the DONKEY or the OLD MAID card.but i enjoyed myself.ahahahah!!!i've eaten my lunch.my mum cooked fried macaroni.mmm...yum yum.but i still prefers WANNY'S MUM'S macaroni.ahahah!!!her mum's macaroni....fuyoh!!!gerek sia!!!ahahah!!!ok enuff of macaroni.yesterday,i went to school wif JANNAH and her mum,KAK NONA to buy our school books.i met FAHRUL and his chinese friend while i was purchasing the books.after buying,we went to the canteen.JANNAH and i bought drinks from the new vending machine since the drink stall was not opened.while we were sitting,we talked about NEW MOON.since KAK NONA have not watch the movie yet,we decided to go and watch.
we went to watch at Bishan Junction 8.the movie was awesome.i cant wait for the continuation of the movie.i just cant take my eyes off Taylor's 8 packs[i dunno the spelling.ahah!!]but i was so irritated by Jannah because she kept telling me wad is going to happen next since she already watcged it wif her friends.but i think i haf to watch for the second time because i missed some parts,thanks to Jannah for telling me so much till i haf to miss some parts.urgh!!but,at least i get to watch it.and thanks to KAK NONA for treating me the movie tickets,the lunch at the MacDonalds and also the popcorn.im truly grateful to haf her as my cousin!!!

2009-12-10T17:04:00.000+08:00

seriously...aku tak tau aper nk jadi dengan hidup aku....
aku tak bersalah....tetapi kenapa aku tetap disalahkan....
dimanakah keadilan itu???menuduh tanpa bukti??
adakah ini caranya untuk selesaikan masalah???
aku tak tau apa salah aku....
sehingga aku dipersalahkan......
aku tak bermaksud untuk tinggi kan suara aku....
aku cuma tak sanggup nak buat dua perintah pada satu masa.....
aku hanya seorang manusia.......
tapi kenapa aku diperlakukan sepererti seseorang yang gagah perkasa.....
yang mampu buat semua perintah dengan pantas.....
jadi,dimana letaknya kebijakkan atau akal waras seorang manusia???
sepatutnya...dia berfikir dahulu sebelum dia meluahkan kata-kata pedas....
seakan-akan aku melakukan dengan sengaja....
tapi,pernah tak dia terfikir kalau aku tak boleh multi-tasking????
sudah terbukti kalau dia tidak berfikiran sebegitu.....
apa gunanya belajar tinggi sehingga menara gading.....
kalau masalah sekecil ini pun tidak boleh diselesaikan dengan akal yang waras.....
kalau begini lah jadi nya......kalau inilah cara penyelesaiannya.....
hidup aku akan sentiasa dilanda masalah......
dan aku akan hidup dalam kesengsaraan....
aku hanya bisa mengharapkan keadilan untuk meyelamatkan aku......

rebonded hair(:

2009-12-09T15:24:00.004+08:00

hey-yo peepol!!!

i just came back from Snips Avenue.

I went there to rebond my hair.

And I met someone there when I was at the counter.

wanna know who???

i met my english teacher.

she taught me english this year.

and the worst part of the story is.....

she did not recognise me at all.

she thought that she taught me last 2 years.

but she actually taught me this year.

ahahahah!!!!funny sia my teacher.

oh well....finally....my hair is once again straight.

but somehow im not really satisfied.

coz i cut layer and those short hair is not straight at the end.

its curve outwards.so im quite disappointed about it.

but overall im happy lah.at least my hair is straight.

and my hair smell nice....ahahhahah!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-12-08T17:08:00.003+08:00

hey peeps!!

today i accompanied my mother to the market.

good girl right???i know.ahahah!!!!im joking.

so there's nothing much to talk about today.

so,im gonna talk about yesterday instead.

yesterday,i went out with my cousins.

it was great to spend time with them.

they just can't stop making me laugh during the whole journey.

1st destination was the Peninsula Plaza.

we went there to shop for clothings.

not mine but Arif's clothings.

after that,we took the mrt to Bugis.

then,we shop at Bugis Street.

we spend about 2 hours going around and around ,

searching for our stuff.But then,

we finally get out of that place is because....

Amin kept complaining and its very irritating.

so we went to the bustop.

we took 80 to vivo city!!!!!

once we reached at vivo,

we went to have our lunch at Banquet.

i had chicken rice,Arif had lemon chicken rice

and Amin had chicken cutlet.

everyone ate chicken.how cool is that!!!ahahaha!!!

after eating,we went to Daiso,the Japanese Shop,

where everything cost only $2....

we went there to shop stuff for our vacation on 19 December.

it feels so near yet so far.haix...-.-

in the end of the day....

i bought quite alot of stuff....

but at least i enjoyed myself....(:

ps:it was great to spend time with my cousins.....

but it will be great if i could spend time with my beloved friends.....

2009-12-03T19:07:00.002+08:00

hey peeps!!!

i've waited so long to watch new moon with my friends....

but sadly,they had their own plans.....

im fortunate to have friends that...

remembers my birthdate.....always there for me....

always help me when im in need of help.....

but i just dont get it why.....

i feel leftout suddenly......i also feel unwanted....

i dont know whether they hated me.....

but thats wad i feel right now.....

i am sure they had their own reasons....

for treating me this way....

maybe they are tired of my behaviour....

that cant stop giving them trouble.....

yeah...i guess that should be the answer why....

but no matter what i feel right now....

im still grateful to have friends like them....(:

2009-11-27T20:06:00.003+08:00

hey peeps!!!

today is one of my happiest day of my life....

because today i had an advanced birthday party....

i asked my mum to do 'pulut kuning'....

so its like replacement of birthday cake lah...

but surprisingly...there is a birthday cake....

i was so shocked....i didn't expect to have a birthday cake....

thx to my mum for ordering the cake for me.....

the thing that makes me happy is....

that all my relatives wish me happy birthday....

i didn't expect them to remember....

i only expect my close cousins to remember....

but i was wrong.....so yeah....ahaha!!!

i received more cash than present....

ahahahah!!!i received 4 presents in total....

my cousin beside my dad,Kak Ida....gave me a box of ferrero rocher....

my cousins beside my mum,Abg Said,Arif n Nurul.....

gave me PURPLE ONTO HEADPHONE.....

my cousin beside my mum,Amin...gave me a box of perfume....

and my beloved 1st brother gave me a box of bodyshop stuff.....

i love all the presents.....so to all the ppl who had wished me.....

i would like to say thank you so much.....!!!!!

ps:im waiting for my 2nd brother to give my present....

but i have the feeling that he bought nothing for me....

coz i think that he forgot my birthday....

but im gonna wait n see....(:

2009-11-26T21:38:00.003+08:00

2nd post for the day...

currently chatting wif sanje and zayanah...

we are simply discussing abt my birthday outing...

sanje,jirah,zayanah and shini are not sure...

whether they can make it or not....

oh boy...i dunno whether im celebrating my birthday or not...

will there be any birthday outing???

only god knows the answer...

and im pretty sure...

that i will get scolding from my parents...

for not helping them to prepare for tomorrow's ocassion...

which is the HARI RAYA AIDIL ADHA....

but im not in the mood...

not in the mood to celebrate anything....

not even my birthday....

haiyo....wad should i do???

any suggestions???

2009-11-26T19:56:00.003+08:00

hell-oh peeps!!

one more day to HARI RAYA AIDIL ADHA...

and im not that excited to celebrate the occasion...

i don't even know the reason why......

oh well....i guess im abit tired...

two more days to my "big" day....

which is my birthday.....

the day that im looking forward the most...

and as i mentioned before....

im not that excited to celebrate it....

i really don't know why....

and this time round....

im sure that tired is not the reason why....

i guess its because of my friends....

im actually abit disappointed....

because i actually asked them out on my birthday...

but only sanje,shini and azirah replied....

and the three of them are still unsure....

whether they can make it or not.....

oh boy....i guess i won't be celebrating my birthday....

with my friends...like the way i have always wanted it to be...

i guess i will be either spending my time at home....

watching the tv....or spend time with my cousins....

im not angry or mad at my friends....

if they cant make it....

but at least...i want them to reply my msg...

so that i know whether they can make it or not....

but i understand that some of them are using....

prepaid cards....and maybe the money in their cards...

are insufficient to be use for msging...

but i believe there are other ways to reply me....

i truly understand that some of them are busy...

busy with their jobs....trainings...

but i just want a reply...that's all....nothing much....

but if my friends happened to read this post....

i really u guys can give me your reply...

by tagging me at my tagboard....

i really hope to see your tags by tomorrow nite....

im looking forward to see those tags tomorrow!!!!

2009-11-25T23:01:00.004+08:00

hey peeps!!!

i just finished watching the Singapore Idol results show.....

this week result show was nonsense and irritating.....

because this week is non-elimination week....

which means no one will be eliminated.....

and they say that this week's votes will be added to next week's votes....

if i know that no one will be eliminated....

i wouldn't have vote.....

my mum voted 3 times for sezairi....

and i voted 2 times for sezairi.....

although our votes will be added to next week's votes....

i felt disappointed....i really want charles to be eliminated....

i'm not being biased....but according to the contestants' vocals....

charles is the weakest among the 4 of the finalists....

since he is the weakest....i think he should go.....

but i just don't understand why.....

why today is non-elimination week???

maybe....charles was supposed to go....

but they don't want the malays to win....

so they say that this week is non-elimination week....

which means that charles was given the 2nd chance....

if my guess was correct......then it will be unfair to the others....

and definitely i will not be happy about it.....

who will??maybe charles's fan will be.....

but i still think it is unfair....whoever was supposed to go this week....

haf to go by this week....they can't have 2nd chance.....

if they can have 2nd chance....why faizal was not given the 2nd chance???

can anyone explain that to me????

so this is totally unfair....im seriously not happy about it....

whoever make the decision to haf a non-elimination week....

all i can say is....he/she had made the wrong decision....

urgh!!!im so damn pissed off...!!!!

2009-11-22T18:08:00.004+08:00

hey peeps!!

i'm currently blogging...

to avoid from doing house chores...

ahahaha....clever ryte...i know....

but confirm later i will get my mum's nagging....

confirm....i can guarantee....

but heck care lah....

6 more days aye....ahahah....

seriously i can't wait to celebrate...

but so far...no plan yet....

if i'm not going out with my friends....

then i guess i'll be going out with cousins....

i seriously wanna go out with my friends....

i miss them so much lah....

but i think most of them can't make it....

because most of them are working...i guess....

so long already sia never meet them....

i think the last time i met them was.....

during the intensive programme.....

after that...i think we never met anymore....

i wanna ask them out....

but im scared that they are very busy.....

AZIRAH is fully packed during November....

HAIZAN is working if i'm not wrong....

WANI also looking for a job....

ZAYANAH busy with her netball training....

HUDA busy with her forensics programme....

i'm the only one who has no plans....

so boring....no one to go out with.....

sometimes...i feel sad....lonely.....

but i can only bear with it....

till the chalet gathering.....

i'm really looking forward to the gathering....

i miss everyone so much.....

seriously....i want to overnite.....

but my mum says she don't dare give permission...

so that means i have to ask my dad....

but its abit difficult to talk to my dad....

coz i have to explain one by one to him....

and sometimes....i haf to repeat twice or more...

in order to make him understand.....

wah...i tell u it is a tedious job....

u really need patience to talk to my dad...

that's why sometimes i ask my mum to talk to my dad....

only my mum knows how to talk to my dad....

ahahahah....sometimes its funny.....

my parents can fight over a small matter.....

like the remote....food....tv channel....sometimes...

its more interesting to watch them debate than to watch the drama....

ahahahah.....but sometimes...it gets too tense....

i feel like jumping off the building...ahahahah.....

only god knows how i feel....ahahahah!!!!

2009-11-20T11:01:00.004+08:00

hey peeps!!

my 1st early post for the day.....

today originally is reunion day....

but it was cancelled because my teacher is sick....

so the reunion will resume after my teacher recover....

then...i asked some ppl out....

i asked them to accompany me go vivo.....

and none of them agreed to accompany....

maybe its true that their parents...

didn't allow them to go....

but i really hope they can't go....

is not because they are lazy.....sometimes....

i can sense whether that person is lazy or not...

everything can be read from the way they text....

and the worst part is.....this kind of people...

can give 1001 excuses just to avoid going out wif me.....

they think they are smart.....

but please...im smarter than this people....

wanna know why???its because.....

i can sense that they just giving me excuses....

sometimes their excuses is so stupid and nonsense....

sometimes....i feel sad....because i felt neglected....

its like...no one appreciated me as a friend....

maybe they think that i don't mind....

but actually....i do mind....it just that i don't show it.....

because i don't want them to feel guilty....

because some people when they feel guilty....

they tend to do stuff that they initially dislikes or hate...

or they will force themselves to satisfy someone's need...

although they dislikes or hate doing so....

so in the end...both parties ended up feeling unhappy...

i don't want that to happen to me and my friends....

but i just don't know why....

i feel that people don't want to go out wif me....

everytime...i ask people out....

they will definitely say that they can't make it....

and everytime...i have to cancel all my plans....

i just wonder why.....

is it because they dislike the way i behave???

so they are so called "embarrassed" to go out wif me...

if that is not the answer...then why???

i'm not forcing them to accompany me....

but at least someone will be able to accompany me....

but in my case....everyone is not available....

and everyone can't make it.....

that's why i feel that something is weird somewhere....

im sorry if this post had hurt someone's feelings.....

i had this post is because im just being curious....

that's all....this post is not to condemn people....

that is not my intention to haf this post....

once again...i apologise....

if anyone is hurt by this post.....(:

2009-11-19T22:34:00.004+08:00

hey peeps!!

i cant wait to buy the ONTO headphone...

sanje haf already....

her mum bought it for her...

her headphone is silver n black....

zayanah's headphone is black in colour....

haizan's is in white...

huda's is in pink...

jolyn's is in gold and black....

at first....

i wanna buy either purple or turquoise....

but today i decided to buy turquoise....

the reason is because the purple colour is not that nice...

and the turquoise is very nice and bright....

so after my birthday....i will buy the headphone....

and my headphone will be in....

~~PURPLE~~/TURQUOISE

2009-11-18T23:08:00.003+08:00

2nd post for the day(:

im so sad sia....

FAIZAL ISA is out of SINGAPORE IDOL...

i felt kinda guilty actually.....

cause i used to vote for him...

but today...i felt kinda lazy to vote....

and i didn't expect that he will be out ths week....

i thought maybe next week he will be out....

i just cant stop feeling guilty...

anyway,is this really my fault???

i know he is vocally weak....

but he is my favourite...

i feel so bad....

cause i never do my job as a fan....

i just hope i can erase the guilty feeling...

cause it really feels painful....

and i just cant forgive myself.....

i did a huge mistake....

that changes my idol's future.....

i feel cruel and mean....

i've been supporting him all this while....

and he's out because i never vote for him.....

i just feel bad....maybe people thinks that its not my fault....

but i feel that im the cause for his elimination....

oh boy....i wish FAIZAL can forgive me....

and to all FAIZAL'S FANS and also to FAIZAL....

im so sorry for letting u guys down....

if its not because of my laziness to vote....

i think FAIZAL will still be in this competition....

once again...i apologise....

but no matter wad happens....

i will still continue to support FAIZAL....(:

2009-11-18T22:40:00.003+08:00

hey peeps...

just now i went out wif LIYANA...

my best friend at madrasah...

first,we went to bugis...

she bought a dress....

and i bought a dress and a tee...

then,we took the train to the somerset....

we walked to PARAGON...

to meet LIYANA's grand aunt...

then,we went to eat CHICKEN RICE...

her aunt treated us....

it was delicious man...

ahahha...free mah...ahahahah!!

after lunch...we went to ION ORCHARD...

then we went to WISMA ATRIA...

after that...we took the train to DHOBY GHAUT...

to do some window-shopping at...

PLAZA SINGAPURA....

we bought chocolate at THE COCOA TREES...

then we went into the TIMES BOOKSTORE...

just to browse through the stationeries...

then we went into DAISO....

the $2 shop...ahahahah!!!

i bought nothing....

but LIYANA bought....

buffer..stickers...paper clips...highlighters...

after that we took the train home....(:

2009-11-16T22:23:00.003+08:00

hell-oh peepol!!!

today is one of the most boring day...

i ever had....seriously....

i woke up at 11 today....

then i had my breakfast at 12...

after breakfast i went to shop....

i bought ice kacang n KFC's whipped potato...

came back from shop....

i ate ice kacang while watching the tv...

then,i ate my mum's whipped potato.....

i think when school's reopen...

i have to join the TAF CLUB sia....

i haf been eating non-stop....

and i think im growing fatter...

instead of growing taller....

oh boy....i dunno wad to do man...

dont feel like exercising....

ahahah...i can only do one type of exercise...

that is to go shopping!!!

shopping is a kind of exercise you know...

if u wanna go shopping....

u must be able to spend hours and hours...

at all the shops in the mall...

u must enter all the shops....

and try all the clothes....

so by the end of the day....

u will lose some weight you know...

trust me...it really works....

ahahahah...*winkwink....

ok lah...till here....

i will update my blog tomorrow...

if im not lazy...haha!!

2009-11-15T15:19:00.003+08:00

hey peeps!!

i collected my report book already...

my results was ok uh...

i get 3rd for my class position...

but i was so pissed off wif my religious teacher....

just now i had to queue to pay my monthly fees...

and the queue was damn long...

but im fine wif it....

then,i had to queue up to meet my teacher....

and i queue up....

then,there was one more parent before it was my turn...

then,my teacher asked me to meet the principal....

to ask her whether i can collect my report book without my parents...

so i went to meet her....

and she allowed me to take the report book without parents....

after that,i went back to my class to collect my report book....

and i had to queue again....and the queue was longer than before....

i was soooo pissed off...

all my cousins had collected my their report book....

except for me....and i was supposed to go home wif them....

and they had to wait for me....i hate ppl waiting...

i feel bad....but i continued to queue up...

my teacher was wasting my precious time.....

i hate him man.....its like he knows that the queue was long...

but he took he's own sweet time to talk to the parents....

pls uh....i dont haf much time to waste....

before it was my turn....there was 1 more parent.....

i told my teacher that im late...and i had to go...

and he was nagging at me....

asking me why must i rush.....

so i said back tht he wasted my time.....

and i hate wasting time.....

so,i asked for my report book....

then,he gave my report book.....

then,he lectures me....

he compares my result for the 1st semester and the 2nd semester....

and then he said i must improve my reading on the AL-QURAN.....

and blah blah blah......he is so irritating.....

i hope he wont be my form teacher next year.....

i hope USTAZAH JUHAIRIAH be my form teacher next year....

PLS ALLAH.....GRANT ALL MY WISHES!!!!

2009-11-14T19:37:00.003+08:00

hey peeps!!

today is so boring...

i spent the whole day at my aunties' house..

actually,today i got plans....

i was supposed to go to AMK HUB...

to watch the singapore idol roadshow....

but i did not go bcoz there's no one....

no one wants to accompany me...

so in the end....

i never go lor....

since i was bored at home....

i went out...

i went to central just to loiter....

i did abit of window-shopping...

then,i meet ARIF under my block at 1.45pm...

we went to my aunt house....

we watched this thailand movie....

so funny sia the movie....

the name of the movie is M.A.I.D...

it stands for....

Mission Almost Impossible Done...

since it is so funny....

i borrowed the movie....

after watching the movie....

ARIF n I went to my aunt's house...

which is also ARIF's grandma house....

i went there to visit my nephew....

IMAN ASSIDIQ...

i played wif IMAN....

while his parents...my cousins...

were doing spring cleaning....

i went home at arnd 6.15pm....

once i reached home...

i had my dinner...

and now...im blogging....

tomorrow go to my religious class...

to collect my report book...

i hope im in the top 3...

wish me good luck aye(:

2009-11-13T22:26:00.004+08:00

2nd post for the day...

i wonder wads wrong wif ppl nowadays...

attitude sia.....

im so damn pissed off larh...

i wonder why ppl ignore me when im talking...

tht is rude...i just hate ppl who are like tht....

wanna know who???

my mother....actually,there's alot of ppl wif tht attitude...

too many to list down the names....

im so damn hurt lah...

when im hurt...ppl say im too sensitive...

irritating sia like that....

i cant do anything wad....

god creates me to be like that...

why cant they accept the fact tht im born to be sensitive...

WHY??WHY??WHY?!!!!

im so frustrated....

all i can do is to keep everything to myself....

which is hurting me more...

coz its like killing me slowly....

i just cant take it animore.....

my life is so unfair....

why must i understand ppl???

why cant ppl understand me????

and at home....

i will always get the blame...

although im innocent...

this is so unfair....

no point telling my feelings to my frens...

coz they will not understand how i feel....

coz they are not the last child...

and they do not haf brothers like me....

so they dont know how my brothers treats me...

so,no point telling ppl how i feel....

coz they wont know how to help me....

and ppl dunno how my mum treats me...

and ppl dunno how much house chores i do...

all they know is...im just one lazy pig...

its hard to convince ppl.....

but...im thankful tht my frens do not haf this

kind of attitude....

thts why i like to go out wif them...

instead of sitting at home....(:

2009-11-13T17:26:00.003+08:00

hey peeps!!

i just came back from HOUGANG MALL wif SANJE...

at first,we met at KOVAN.....

we went to the HEARTLAND MALL.....

surveying the ONTO headphone....

then,we took 136 to HOUGANG MALL....

also to survey the headphone....

then,we went in to COTTON ON....

i tried on shoes...shades....

i think im gonna get the shades....

cheap sia....2 for 20 bucks...

anione wanna share wif me???

tag me aye....ahahah!!!!

after that,eat french fries at MAC...

then,we took bus at HOUGANG PLAZA....

SANJE took 136 home n i took 147 home....

now,im home.....currently blogging....

and also planning for ZPS MALAY STUDENTS REUNION.....

so ppl...be prepared to received the details soon....

im still waitinfg for confirmation wif my malay teacher....

once she give the green light.....

i'll start passing arnd the details.....

i really hope this ppl can make it for the reunion sia....

i never met some of them for about 3 years sia....

i miss them so much....

so ppl...make urself free in november aye....

i'll be sending the details very soon....

so wait patiently aye..(:

2009-11-12T18:45:00.009+08:00

THINGS THAT I HAVE TO OWN:

PURPLE DIGITAL CAMERA;SONY TX1
ONTO HEADPHONE:PURPLE/TURQUOISE
OZZO SAC WALLET;THE MEDIUM SIZE[not so short n not so long]

NEW URBAN MALE BACKPACK;BOSTON BAG[one out of the 4 colours]

PURPLE CARE BEAR
LEE COOPER SNEAKERS:WHITE n PURPLE

actually i have alot more items to list down...but this is the items that i wanted the most...and im collecting money to buy all those stuff....

2009-11-12T18:27:00.003+08:00

hey peeps!!

im not feeling well...

almost got a fever....

just now morning,went to the airport...

to fetch my 2nd bro....

then,i was shivering when i got home...

so,i ate the medicine...

went to sleep....

when i woke up.....

its 11 am....

ahahahahaha....

so,i did not go to sch.....

then,just now my bro gave me a souvenir...

its a wallet....a volcom wallet to be exact....

although i dont like the pattern....

i appreciated it....

and i will be using it soon....

ahahaha....

i dont like it coz its big....

and it will get bulky if i start to use it....

but its ok.....its the thought that counts...

i was so damn bored at home.....

i shud haf go to sch....

seriously..i haf nothing to do....

besides,sleeping,watch tv,eat medicine.....

so boring sia.....

finally,tomorrow is the last day of intensive....

after tomorrow.....

i can wake up late......

go out wif my frens.....

enjoy myself.....

fulfil my cravings n wishes....

oh boy...im so excited....

but..mostly of my frens are working....

then,how to ask them out???

haiyo....i dont want to sit at home sia.....

instead of having fun.....

i'll be doing house chores.....

oh man!!that sucks sia....

hmm....i must haf plans....

before my mum make plans....

if i haf plans before her.....

she cant stop me from going out.....

ahahahah.....

i'll start my planning soon....

but now...i wanna relax....

so that,tmr i can go to sch.....(:

*TOODLES*

O'Level Malay Paper....

2009-11-10T18:48:00.003+08:00

hey peeps!!!

today i skipped the intensive lessons...

bcos i was sitting for O'LEVEL MALAY PAPER 1 n 2.....

i screwed up my paper 1.....

my dialogue did not link to one another....

and i think my points are insufficient....

as for my compo....

i think i didnt do well for it....

and i know i can do better than that....

but i dunno whether the invigilator will accept my compo...

i think i did badly for compo....

as i think that i didnt answer the qn....

i did better in paper 2 than paper 1....

but im frustrated wif the peribahasa....

why must i be so careless....

although i will only lose 1 or 2 marks for that....

but i feel so frustrated bcoz even 1 mark can make a difference...

a big difference to be exact.....

1 mark can make a big difference between an A1 and A2...

i know tht A2 can be considered good already...

but i will not satisfied....

i must get an A1 for my mother tongue....

bcoz i know i wont be able to get an A1 for the other subjects...

i can only depends on my malay to get an A1.....

so,if i get an A2...i will definitely retake my malay paper....

but i am hoping for an A1....(:

MS MUNA'S WEDDING!!!

2009-11-08T22:46:00.008+08:00

hey peeps!!!

just now i performed at my teacher's wedding...

her name was Ms MUNA...

she look so pretty...

but i did not managed to take photo wif her...

damn it lor....haiyo...

i was so nervous for the 1st performance....

wanna know why??

coz there were so many serangoon sec students...

and people were staring at us....

that was so scary...

but it was a great experience...

i treasure those moments alot.....

then,we performed at the guy's side...

i felt so weird....

coz i dont even know anyone....

but i think i screwed both performance...

coz i never look at the audience for the 1st performance...

then,i forgot my steps at the 2nd performance...

but i dont think it was obvious...

coz Ms Muna's aunt say that we dance very well...

and they prefer the 2nd performance....

wadever it is...i think we did a good job....

especially azirah....

i know it was tough for her....

but im proud of her...

at least she had the intention to help...

not like the others...

excluding huda...

anyway...its over.....

so who cares....ahahaha!!!!

so,to AZIRAH,WANI and HAIZAN....

im proud of you guys...

you guys did a good job...

I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!

ps:i did not to take pichas of us in our dance costume...im so sorry...to MS MUNA...congrats!!!

pichas at the roadshow(:

2009-11-07T19:58:00.009+08:00

CHARLES "STITCH" WONG

TABITHA NAUSER

SYLVIA RATONEL

SEZAIRI SEZALI

FAIZAL ISA

DUANNE HO

2009-11-07T19:46:00.004+08:00

hey peeps!!

i juz came back from jurong point...

went there wif huda...

to watch singpore idol roadshow...

it was so crazy uh....

i snapped damn alot of pichas...

but i didnt managed to take picha wif FAIZAL...

so wasted sia....

im so frustrated....grr...

but the best part was...

i managed to shake hands wif FAIZAL....

how cool is that....

i juz cant believe it.....

till now....i thought i was dreaming....

but i really shake hands wif him.....

oh my god....i was so close to him just now....

aaaargghhhh.....!!!!

how i wish i could take pichs wif him.....

this wednesday....

he will be singing "ALWAYS BE MY BABY"...

the female version....

im so looking forward to his performance...

coz he said he will be dancing...

i cant wait to watch sia....

and sezairi was hot too...

he look hotter and so cute in real life...

rather in the tv.....

he's my one n only "cool cat"....

ahahaha!!!!

i wish all the best to....

FAIZAL ISA & SEZAIRI SEZALI!!!

ps:today is the date where my beloved grandma passed away...so that means she had passed away for 5 years already...now i realised how time flies so fast....i really miss her...):

2009-11-06T23:23:00.007+08:00

faizal isa...the next singapore idol

my future camera...

hey peeps!!!

im going out wif my twinney,hudaria...

tomorrow we will be going to watch the

singapore idol roadshow at jurong point...

oh ya...i remembered something....
i saw this advertisement...

i was so attracted to it uh...

it was about a purple camera....

if can,i wanna own it sia....

i dont care wad ppl say...

but i admit that i am obsessed wif purple stuff....

2009-11-05T00:10:00.003+08:00

hey peeps!!

yesterday,i had intensive programme as usual...

nothing much to say...

but,yesterday's biology practical was fun n interesting...

it was about smoking...

n we used cigarettes in the experiment....

it was damn fun but smoky...hahah....

but,my mum pissed me off yesterday...

she asked me to help her out at the canteen...

because she has an order from a teacher....

and the thing that pissed me off is that....

she asked me to help her on my birthday....

so,wad do u think???

to me,its unfair.....

i should be doing stuff that i want to do...

which is to have a birthday outing wif my friends....

so,i told her the truth that im going out on that day...

she seems disappointed wif my decision....

but i have the right to decide for myself.....

furthermore,its my birthday....

cant she give me a break from all the chores....

she can ask help from my brothers wad....

since to her opinion that i am lazier than my brothers...

then,why ask me for help??

since im lazy...and cant do much stuff like my brothers...

at first...when she mention about my birthday...

i thought that she will be bringing me out....

or i will be having an advanced birthday party....

but i was totally wrong.....

is she trying to say that i dont deserve to celebrate my birthday....

or i dont deserve to have fun with my friends....

all i can say is....

she dont understand me.....

she will never understand what i like and dislikes...

all she cares is....her sons....

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY,ZAYANAH!!!

2009-11-01T18:47:00.012+08:00

birthday girl cutting her cake...

a surprise birthday party at zayanah's house...

at vivo city....

cam-whoring while waiting for the movie to start...

waiting patiently to watch...THIS IS IT....

hey peeps!!

sorry aye for not updating my half dead blog...hee..

last 30 october 2009 was a great day...

i really enjoyed myself...wanna know why???

coz its ZAYANAH'S 15TH BIRTHDAY!!!!

we had a suprise birthday party for her....

and this is wad happened on 30/10/09.....

after 9.30am...the MG CLIQUE...

went to the canteen to watch the birthday girl eats..

15 pathetic beansprouts...zayanah ate it wif so much confident....

the 16th beansprout was eaten by our organizer of the event...

HUDA RIA....she managed to finish the challenge...

congratulations to zayanah for completing the challenge...

and she won the grand prize of 3 packets of kinder bueno!!!!

congrats zayanah...im proud of you...

then,zayanah head home wif sanje....

after they left for a few minutes....

me,huda,haizan nad azirah.....

head to the rivervale plaza where we met sanje....

we followed huda to print some pichas...

then,we waited for signal from zayanah's mum....

aunty mardiana at mcdonalds....

after waiting for so long....

we received a msg from aunty diana...

saying tht zayanah will be going to her neighbour's house...

so the 5 of us ran to the second floor of her block to take the lift...

we went into the lift and we stopped at 10th storey...

then we climbed the stairs till the 15th storey...

once reached zayanah's house...

we hide our shoes and bags in her store room....

thx to her mum for co-operating wif us...

then,we went in to her damn clean room....

and we start preparing the surprise....

we took out the cake from the box...

place her presents on her study table...

and we hide behind her door....

when she came into her room...

first thing that she saw was the cake....

and then we came out from behind the door to surprise her...

she was damn speechless...ahahah!!!

and the most funny part is she cant blow off the candles...

bcoz we used relighting candles...ahahahah!!!

then,she cut the cake...and she fed me first...

and then she fed azirah,haizan,sanje and last but not least...huda...

then,we ate french fries and nuggets and we drank root beer float

tht was prepared by aunty diana...

and also pizza ordered by aunty diana...

thank you aunty diana!!!

after eating,the 5 of us decided to feed zayanah...

azirah fed her first....

then when it comes to my turn...

i bashed it on her face....

ahahah...i was a success!!!

then after she washed up her face....

i bashed her again...ahahah!!!

and another success!!!

after that,i washed my hands in the toilet....

and zayanah went into the toilet to bash me up....

i tried to run away...but the 4 girls closed the door...

so i cant go out of the toilet....

so i tried to defend myself....

and i ended up lying on the floor and my face got bashed up...

its not fair actually...cause it was not my birthday...

but its okay...it was fun afterall....

and the most saddest thing is tht my face still smells like...

chocolate cake even after i washed up...and...

my sch uniform had the choclate cake stain....

haiyo...then before we left....

aunty diana came up wif a splendid revenge plan...

she asked to pour the leftover of the rootbeer...

on zayanah's body...and i did it....

ahahaha!!!i had my revenge...ahaha!!!

after that we went home....

around 2.10pm...i went out of the house to print some pichas...

then i head to the serangoon mrt station....

i took the train to the habourfront wif haizan and huda...

then we met zayanah and sanje there at the habourfront...

we decided to watch michael jackson's movie,THIS IS IT.....

but the movie starts at 4.10pm...

so,i went to DAISO...to buy my mum's stuff....

then we went outdoor to snap pichas...

then we went in back as the movie was about to start...

we bought the popcorn and drinks....

then we went to watch the movie....

the movie was so damn cool...

maybe it is boring to some ppl...

but to me...it was the most precious moments of my life...

i felt as if MJ was alive and he was there...

to rehearse in front of my eyes.....

it was unbelievable...

i wont forget about it....(:

after watching..we did some window-shopping...
and then we head home...(:

ps:thx yana for the toblerone!!!love you!!!

movie outing

2009-10-22T18:47:00.009+08:00

hell-oh peeps!!
i just came back from amk hub....

went there to watch movie with zayanah and huda....

we watched 500 DAYS OF SUMMER.....

the movie was okay...

and some of the scenes were funny...and boring...

but the movie proposal is still the best movie.....

after movie,we did some window shopping.....

we went to a watch shop.....

and there is a latest adidas watch.....

and surprisingly one of the latest watch was in purple...

at first,i regretted to buy the adidas watch...

that i owned now....but after i heard...

positive and negative remarks about the watch....

from the professionals....Ms Zayanah n Ms Huda....

i think i like my new watch than teh latest watch....

moreover,the latest watch look quite...

simple n....it is square-ish...

which makes me prefer my new watch....

so,this means that i did not regret at all...

in receiving the new watch....

we went to eat at mcdonalds....i ate large french fries....

huda drank a frappé...and zayanah ate my fries.....
i asked to eat but she refused to eat....

bcoz she said she has no appetite...

thanks to the glucose eyh zayanah....hahah!!!

we took 136 home....then,we met suwi at.....

serangoon garden round-about....

and then....i reached my bustop.....

then i walked home....

then,currently im blogging..!!!

2009-10-21T23:44:00.009+08:00

i believe i can fly.....aha!!

me and jannah......

nurul,nabil and me...

nurul, me and arif....

i dont want to go home!!!!!!

hey peeps!!!
yesterday,i went out with my cuzzins...

arif, nabil and nurul...

1st destination was peninsula plaza...

went there to buy nabil's skinnies....

then from penin...we walked all the way to bugis street...

once we reached bugis....

we went to eat at long john silver...
then we went shopping in the bugis street....
i bought a dress,a t-shirt and a flats....
then we took 133 to esplanbade.....
we went to the roof terrace....
to snap pichas of course....
then...we walked all the way from....
esplanade to raffles place mrt station...

its very very 'near'.....
u guys should try to walk there one day....
we took mrt to dhoby ghaut...
then change to the purple line.....
and we alighted at serangoon station....
walked to the 7-11 shop to buy drink.....
then we head home.....

2009-10-19T14:03:00.005+08:00

my second bro...also a LANCE CORPORAL....

heyo peeps!!

today is one of my saddest day....

my beloved second brother....

had went to Australia for NS training....

im truly gonna miss him....

he gonna be away for about 25 days...

which is estimated to 1 month....

damn im gonna really miss him sia.....

but, luckily he's back before my birthday...

which means he can celebrate HARI RAYA AIDIL ADHA...

and also my birthday...ahahaha.....

i hope he bought me a billabong stuff....

for either souvenir or birthday present.....

ahahaha.....i cant wait to see him again.....

now, im feeling jealous.....

all my siblings had travelled by plane before....

except for me...

my 1st brother....went to China.....

my 2nd bro....went to Taiwan...

n now to Australia....its okay...

i'll try to persuade my teacher to bring students to japan...

actually i was suppose to go to Japan this june holiday....

but due to the H1N1 disease....the trip was cancelled.....

now...i want the trip back....i dont care!!!!!

2009-10-19T13:48:00.007+08:00

sony ericsson W980.....

purple adidas watch.....

hey peeps!!!

wondering why i upload those pichas??

the reason is bcoz those pichas are actually....

my advanced birthday present from my parents....

the handphone was from my father....

he gave me the fone on 1/9/09...

and the watch is from my mother...

and she bought for me just now.....

the watch actually cost $118...

but then there's discount....

so after discount...it cost $20 lesser...which is $98.....

but...im not gonna wear the watch till my birthday.....

coz im not officially 15...so must wait till i officially turned 15!!!!

**TOODLES**

2009-10-17T23:51:00.003+08:00

hey people!

i just came back from vivo city....

but we were originally from suntec city...

went to vivo city to eat at banquet....

i ate fish n chips n my drink was coca cola....

after eat,went to daiso....

a japanese shop...

and all stuff cost $2....

everything at $2....

serious...i never lie....

go n check urself kay....

the shop is quite near to timezone....

after shopping at daiso...

my family and i head home.....

and now...im blogging as usual...

my currently favourite hobby...

*winks*winks*

ok lah...i will update soon....

goodbye n takecare readers!!!!

2009-10-17T01:33:00.003+08:00

hey people!!

first post for the day...

i would like to wish to all my indian friends...

especially to SHINI n SANJE.....

HAPPY DEEPAVALI!!!!

2009-10-16T20:40:00.003+08:00

2nd post for the day!!!

just now,i forgot to mention about something...

its about a sweet incident....

juz now,arnd 5.30pm.....

i went out to buy food at KFC....

then the balance of the money i put it in my pocket...

then i crossed a road......

and the coins dropped off from my pocket.....

and this one sweet chinese guy in army uniform....

help me to pick up the coins...

and this is exactly wad he said.....

"oh,its okay....let me help me you pick up the coins..."

sweet ryte....very hard to find a gentleman like him...

i wish i have a boyfriend like him.....

if i have a boyfriend like him....

then,i will be the luckiest girl in the world....

AHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!

in my dreams only....hahahaha....!!!

2009-10-16T20:30:00.004+08:00

hey readers!!

higher malay paper 1 just now was ok....

but im worried for both my section A n B....

i didn't write much for my dialogue....

so im worried if im lack of points....

oh boy....my composition also like shit....

5 pages sia....i scared my story is boring.....

may be it is out of point also.....

aaarrghhh shit lah!!!!!

actually,im very very very worried for my results...

i am more worried for my sciences.....

its like i did badly for them.....

but wadever it is.....

im jus hoping for a pass for all the subjects.....

although i score arnd 50s....i'll be happy enuff....

so pls ALLAH...pls help me pass.....

i've tried my best.....and u know i did study for all the papers....

and u know tht i haf insufficient time to finish the papers.....

pls ALLAH....pls....you haf to help me......

PLEASE!!!!!!!!

2009-10-15T19:38:00.003+08:00

second post for the day(:

oh boy...im in big trouble....

just now..i made my mum cry...

wanna know why???

bcoz i was rude to her.....

now,everythinhg is back to normal....

but im worried....

im worried that my mum would story-telling abt everything to my dad...

and confirm i will get scolding....seriously...im not prepared...

i really hope my mum never say anything....

but it is so obvious tht she cried....

her eyes are swollen.....ryte now....

still swollen sia....my dad confirm ask y...

if my mum opens her mouth and let the cat out of the bag....

then,thts the end of the story where i will get scolded.....

im gonna pray hard so tht my mum would twist the story.....

so tht i won't get scolding....pls mummy.....

twist the story kay.....pls save me...!!!!

2009-10-15T16:14:00.005+08:00

hey pee-pol!!

im very very happy today....

wanna know why???

coz today is the last day of examinations...

actually,i haf one more subject and two more papers...

which is higher malay paper 1 n 2......

but that papers are not as hard as the others....

like all the triple sciences.....so hard.....

im also worried abt my results.....

especially for my sciences.....

i scared i fail the 3 sciences......

i've tried my best...but i just cant do it....

i tot i can do the chemistry....

but i dont haf enuff time to complete it....

so now,i am very very worried.....

yesterday...my dad warned me already.....

he said if i failed....

i must be prepared for the 'thai boxing'....

i know he wasn't kidding...

but did he mean by failing overall??

i hope he meant by failing overall....

i will only be failing overall....

if i failed my english...

and i really hope i pass my english....

i really hope i pass overall....i

was excited to know my physics result...

after the chemistry paper....

but he was only allowed to give out the papers...

next week...after the marking days....haiyo.....

i wanna see whether i managed to pass or not.....

but my instinct told me that there's no improvement on my grades...

i think i haf to drop to combine science.....

i cant take it animore man....

pure science is just too hard for me....

and my standard is not up to the expectation.....

i really hope my previous results...daily assignments....

class participations....projects..

can help push my marks for the overall result...

pls ALLAH.....pls answer my prayer...pls.....i beg you...

only you can change my fate...pls...

i really need miracle in my life.....

pls ALLAH....pls help me.......!!!

PEACE OUT PEE-POL!!!!

2009-10-14T16:23:00.005+08:00

hey peeps!!

im blogging again...

ahahah...i can't stand the stress man...

so no choice but to let it all out by blogging...

geography was okay...but i screwed up abt 2 qns...

the reason is simply because i never study...

its not that i don't want to study that part...

its because i don't haf enuff time for revision...

i know its a lame excuse but....

its the truth....c'mon...im not lying......

watever lah....let bygones be bygones.....

but before letting those bygones be bygones.....

i wann comment about another paper that i took today....

and it was E maths paper 2....

all i can say about the paper is.....

it was horrible....it was badly done lah.....

i was struggling at every qn....

and i felt insulted by every qn sia....

wanna know why??the reason is bcoz.....

each qn was so hard and difficult....

and it was like testing my intelligence...

obviously....and the worst part is....

i cant do most of the qns...

so this just show how stupid i am.....

now i realised that im not qualified to be an EA student....

being in 3EA was a big mistake....

i shouldn't be in that class....

im not up to the standard.....i feel damn horrible....

although the exams are ending soon....

i think i won't be too happy...

as i will be damn worried for my result.....

tomorrow...after the second paper which is chemistry....

i'll be receiving back my physics paper....

and its time to see how 'well' i did for that paper.....

obviously i did badly for it....

and i am so sure that i failed for that subject...oh boy...

i must be prepared to hear my mum's nagging abt me failing physics....

from my observation....

i've been failing physics for the whole year....

cool ryte??cool ur head uh....i oso wanna pass physics....

but i just dunno how to do well for it.....

same goes with social studies....

i've been failing it since the beginning of the year...

to be honest...i understand everything....

but i still dunno why i can do well....

is it bcoz its my fate??should i rely on fate??

i know i must work hard and not relying on fate only...

but i did make the effort to study physics and social studies wad....

and im still wondering why.....i think bcoz of fate...

but i feel bad for blaming fate sia....haiyo.....nehmind lah...

forget it....but i cant believe it...exams are going to be over soon.....

i really hope i pass all the subjects......which i think its impossible.....

so,just cross my fingers and pray to GOD for good results!!!

pray for me too aye!!!

PEACE OUT PEE-PLE!!!

2009-10-13T18:23:00.008+08:00

hey peepol!!

this is my 2nd post of the day....

currently studying geography.....

i have 5 topics to learn.....

and each topic have alot of things to be memorised....

haiyo....if gt time....i revise abit for E maths....

since yestersday i did revised for E maths...

so i juz need to do a bit of revision for E maths....

omg...i cant believe it...today is tuesday....

and soon....it will be on friday.....

my last paper for the week......

i'll be the most happiest person in the world man!!

ahahahaha...LOL!!!! ok jokes aside........

but actually,i have another paper on next tuesday,20/10/09....

and its my higher malay paper 2.....

but its not fair sia....its on one of the marking day....

haiyo...nehmind lah...after the paper also can enjoy wad....

hahahah....wad onli!! this saturday i have plans already....

im still waiting for liyana's confirmation regarding our outing on that saturday....

we planned to go to BUGIS....my shopping paradise.....

i was supposed to buy something for her for her belated birthday present...

so,she will be there to choose her present.....but till now,she havent msg me.....

if tht outing to BUGIS is cancel....i haf other plans......

muahahahahahahhhahahahahahha...........

my closest buddy,sanjevita,invited me to her house to celebrate DEEPAVALI....

but i actually felt weird to be the only malay in her house....

if im going to sanje's house,i'll be going wif dharishini...my laffing accomplice...

ahahahah....lol sia!!!! there's so many plans and activities going on after teh examinations...

really cant wait for exams to be over man......

so readers....pls wish me good luck.....

and i really hope i will pass wif flying colours....

don't forget to wish me aye!!!!

2009-10-13T14:45:00.006+08:00

hey peepol!!!

today i had E maths paper 1 and biology....

E maths was ok....i can do lah....but i skipped 2 qns....

biology totally gone case....i was so irritated by the qns....

after both papers,went to canteen and i saw my physics teacher....

i approach him to know roughly my physics grade....

he said i score either D7 or E8....

that is so pathetic...i study like crazy for physics uh....

but i admit i spend more time on social studies....

no matter wad,i haf to do well for chemistry....

tmr,i haf E maths paper 2 n geography.....

i must do well for both papers tmr......

wish me luck aye....ok lah....i end my post here....

i will update soon..(:

2009-10-11T21:10:00.004+08:00

hey peeps!

im blogging again...yay!!

nk release stress katerkn....

lol eyh.....k lah...watever......

tadi kat mdrsh...punyelah irritating...

lagi2 ustaz.....pathetic....fed up sak aku ngan dier....

dh bagos aku stayback semater-mater nk bacer.....

abeh,dh penat2 bacer,kasi 3/10 aje......

saper sey tk mengamok.....buang maser aku jek.....

kalo tau,tk yah dtg sey hari ni....dtg stakat bacer muqadam jek....

abeh balek kul 1...klakar per sak.....geram sey....

eeee!!!!!!mcm nk cekik jek ustaz tu......

tapi tkper....aku kasi chance kat ustaz.....

itu masalah kat mdrsh.....masalah kat rumah lagy irritating....

ader ke patot aku kene masak serawa durian.....

abeh,aku kene compare ngan bdk sec 2.....

bdk sec 2 tu pandai buat roti boyan.....

abeh,kononye aku tk tau buat aper2.....

mcm lah aku bodoh sngt...mcm lah aku ni tk pernah masok dapur....

sekurang-kurangnye aku tau masak maggi, nasi, bubur dan bnyk lagy.....

at least,aku tau masak yg senang2.....bukan nye aku tk tau langsong....

goreng telor pon aku tau....grr....geram nye aku ngan abg aku.....

aku nk bergurau ngan mak aku pon tk leh....

stakat bergurau je...itu pon nk amek serious.......

susah lah ader org mcm giyni.....nk explain pon.....tk phm jgk....

biler aku ckp bergurau jek....dia ckp aku kasi alasan......

haiyo...aper lah nk jadi ngan dunia aku ni....kdg2 fed up jgk sey aku.....

dier punya bergurau punye lah kasar.....

kdg2 over the limits sak....kalo aku tk leh tahan......

satu cara jek nk stop kan dier....pekik kat dier......suroh dier stop...

lps tu bilang dier yg dier tu dh melampau....

kdg2...dier stop....kdg2....tk stop langsong.....

dier tambah lagy ader lah....haiyo....tapi kan.....

kalo abg2 aku tkder kat umah kn.....boring sak hidop aku ....

nk bergurau ngan mak aku pon kene tngk mood....

kdg2 aku buat klakar....aku yg ketawer sorang......

might as well aku bebual ngan tembok kn....

dh lah....lagy bnyk aku bebual psl ni.....

lagy lah aku saket hati.....ok lah.....

aku stop kat sini...nanti biler2 aku free....

aku update lah blog aku yg separuh mati ni...

ahahahah.....lepas ni...nk gy blaja peribahasa....

maklom lah....besok kn paper melayu....

kalo sempat aku nk revise lagy biology.......

k lah....jumpe lagy ye.....jgn luper nk tag ye.....

pengunjung blog ku....(:

2009-10-09T21:00:00.009+08:00

cam-whoring instead of studying...haiyo!!
i wanna haf a study date!!!! jkjk.

cam-whoring to release stress..... LOL!

concentrating....shhh!!!

this is wad happened if im too stressed.....

hey peeps!

it has been two days of examinations....

and i've almost gone crazy....

huahuahuahua.....ahax!! kiding2....

it was so stressful sia....i can really go gila....

ahahahahha.....yesterday was english paper 1 n 2...

paper 1 was difficult and confusing....

but paper 2 was managable....chey mcm btol jek dekni...

ahahaha....ok ok lah....haiyo.......

today's paper are social studies n physic......

2 killer subjects....hahahah.....

yesterday,i spent the whole day studying ss....

juz now morning, sanje woke me up at 4am....

i was supposed to continue studying...but,

i ended up dozing off...in the end, i went back to sleep....

ahahahahah.....funny sia....actuali, shini was supposed

to wake sanje up...but in the end, sanje was the one who wakes her up....

then funniest part of the story is, the 'air language'.......

ahahaha.....funny sia....i almost cry bcoz of it.....

"tears of joy" kater kan.......ahahaha....LOL!

im gonna start revising biology n E maths tmr.....

then on sunday,i start revising my malay paper 1 format n peribahasa.....

i really wanna do well for end of year exams sia....

but, im slacking.....instead of working hard......

haiyo....i also dunno lah...irritating sia....now,

i left wif E maths, malay, biology, A maths, chemistry,

geography n higher malay papers.....

next week is the last week of exams.........

then, on 19-21 october are marking days.....

so,can sit at home n wake up late......

yessa!!! i cant wait for the exams to be over.....

after tht, can enjoy sia....no need to think abt studies animore.....

i wanna relax like hell sia.....my brain is like going haywire sia.....

anitime, can burst....ahahahah....like real!

ps:actuali there's something tht i wanna blog abt but its too personal.....
so i guess, im gonna keep it to myself.....

PEACE OUT EVERYBODEH!!!!!

2009-10-02T17:06:00.004+08:00

Hey peepos!!!

i juz came back from CP with Wanny......

went there to buy stuff,eat n do hw.......

we talk abt maths non-stop....ahahahah........

seriously,i had too much of maths practice.....

serious sia.....my teacher gave the whole class 7 maths paper.....

i cant take it animore...it is just too much......

i can go crazy sia like tht....haiyo.....

everyday do maths.....without fail......

she expect the whole class to finish all the 7 papers a.s.a.p....

but we also haf other hw from other subject wad.....

then,its like not fair....i know tht maths is important.....

but other subjects are equally important as maths.....

so she must understand wad......then,she kept saying....

we need the practice....i know tht we need the practice.....

but the practice she gave us is too much.....

everyday i haf maths hw....i dont haf the time to revise....

or to study fer any test....thts why i frequently fail my class tests....

sometimes,i feel like i had too much of maths.....

n if possible,i wanna skip every maths lesson.....

im really stress rite now....EOY is next thursday.....

n im not prepared yet.....seriously....term 4 is a very short term.....

the last day of this month is the last day of school......

so its like this month is the last schooling month.....

by next month,it will be holiday oreadi......

but still,i haf to go to sch for 2 weeks next month....

this year sec 3 will be having intensive training......

for next year O'level.....omg....next year i'll be 16.....

n i'll be taking O'level.....can i make it????

only god knows.....

2009-09-30T19:48:00.005+08:00

me,my mum n my dad.....
me n my beloved dad.....

me n my 2 brothers.....

hey peeps!

so long never update my blog sia.....haiyo....

im so busy till i dun haf time fer myself.........

sad ryte.....i know.....hmm....1st day of hari raya was fun

n gerek....i collected more than 100 bucks on the 1st day....

cool ryte??i know...hahah!!! in the morning,assemble at Mak Kam's hse....

then in the afternoon,went to Obek Yah's hse at Teck Whye....

after that,went back to Serangoon n assemble at Syed's hse....

next hse was Pak Tam's hse,then Pak Jang's hse,then mine......

last but not least was Jannah's hse...........

2nd day....sit at home...but i felt bored....so i went out to the salon....

for my hair straightening treatment.....i paid 40 bucks fer the treatment...

and all i can say about the treatment is.....so not worth it!!serious.....

my hair looks the same....no difference...even my mum agreed with my opinion....

but some of my friends realised the difference.....so,may be it is quite worth it...

but i prefer the old treatment which is called 'relaxing'......

so nehmind......i dont care animore....i cant wait to go shopping.....

but i cant go out animore....coz EOY starts next thursday.....

and im still slacking......this is so wth!!!!gosh....its like im planning

to fail.....aha!lol! i know i need practice...but my teacher gave me too much

of practice...till i cant complete it on time....tis is so unfair....i dunno how to manage

my time.....gosh,im dead.....aaaaaarggggghhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

3 more days

2009-09-16T20:05:00.002+08:00

hey peeps!

miss blogging so much...but i cant do anything else besides completing my daily homeworks.pfft.oog[oh our god].3 more days to HARI RAYA man.cant wait.but my life rite now is totally.....haix!!ahahahahahahah!!!!WANNY n BUDAK KECIK will b laffing at this post sia.confirm i tell you.aha!!actaully rite now,i dunno how to react to the situation.shud i be blushing?or heck caring??or happy?excited?overwhelmed?seriously i dunno.im slacking for goodness sake.haiyo.i still haf a pile of hw tht needs to be done and its overdue oreadi uh.haiyo.im becoming lazier and lazier each day.i wonder why.ok lah...i end my post here kay....i will update my blog when im free....and to my beloved readers,continue to tag aye...and to all spamers,u guys can go and die...u guys dont deserve to read my blog.....for wad sia wasting time spamming.....and fyi,spammers are not welcomed in my blog....so,get lost!!!

stress

2009-09-08T21:50:00.000+08:00

hey peeps!

this year's september holiday is the worse september hoilday i ever had.i dont enjoy it at all.and now,im really stress out.i cant take the stress animore.seriously,i cant.it seems tht my pile of homework is not decreasing at all.it seems to be increasing.by tomorrow,it wil be a month away from the 1st paper of EOY.and,it seems tht i cant cope with the new topics.im so dead.and my social studies debate is so so gone case.im dead.i feel like slashing myself till im out of blood and i will die.i dont feel like living anymore.i cannot stand the stress.the stress is killing my soul.its killing me.i cant take it anymore.i cant take it anymore.i cant.but no one understand.no one can understand.no one. no one can feel my feelings ryte now.no one.so,dont blame me if i seriously n desparately did something stoopid tht may affect my life.i got to do what i have to do.tht just shows tht i have no choice by ending my life.by tht,my sufferings will end.and i will not trouble anyone else.since no one cares abt me.no one does.there's no one who wants to hear my story.my sufferings.i wish my grandma is still alive.i can share everything wif her.but i have to accept the fact tht she's gone forever.now,i dont have anyone to turn to.im just a stupid kid tht cant stop disappointing and giving trouble to my family n friends.i shud be dead.for wad i live,if i kept hurting ppl's feelings.might as well i die.i tink ppl will be happy if im dead.i cant make ppl laff animore.imma boring kid now.n i will always be the stupid one.will always be.

hey yo!

2009-09-03T12:08:00.001+08:00

hey peepos!

i miss blogging.so,this is the 1st post for the day.im absent from school coz my leg is aching like hell.i haf something to share...wanna know??

1st September 2009

i shall remember this most memorable day.1/9/09 is the day when i finally get a new phone.haha.finally aye.sony ericsson W980 is the phone bby.hahah!i changed phone and also my number.im using line now.but im a bit worried if my bill will be more than 25 bucks.coz my dad says that if i spend more than 25 bucks,i must pay the remaining amount.so,this means that i must spend below 25 bucks in order for my dad to pay for my bill.the phone is actually for my birthday present.and it is an advance birthday present.hahah.the present that i've been dreaming for.now,its a reality.

the best!

2009-08-31T22:06:00.000+08:00

hey peepzxz!!

today was fun.damn fun actually.hahah!!today,sch ends @ 11.actually,i intended to go back to my primary sch.but,i feel so ackward going back alone.so,i decided not to go as i have other plans with my MG CLIQUE darlings.so after sch,the 4 of us,HAIZAN,HUDA,ZAYANAH n ME went to AMK HUB to watch movie.we decided to watch THE PROPOSAL.omg.this is the best movie sia.u ppl must watch this movie.this movie rawk sia.i just love the story.i dunno why but it really leave a deep impact in me.i just cant forget the movie.every scene keep playing in my mind.i feel like watching it again.the story was damn good uh.hahaha!!i wanna watch again.but the sad thing is,the other 2 members of MG CLIQUE were not there as they are sick.so,to AZIRAH n WANI,get well soon aites.after watching that movie,we took 136 to kovan.wanna know why we're there??we're there bcoz we decided to play bowling.hahaha.1st player,HAIZAN.she managed to score 76 if im not wrong.im the second player and i managed to score 118.im quite surprised.haha.really sia.i dont really score that high.sometimes only.3rd player,ZAYANAH.she managed to score above 75.if imnot wrong.i dont really remember.last player,HUDA.she managed to score above 55.i cant really remember the exact score.actually uh,my twinney,HUDA,can score higher than that.but she cant bcoz she gt muscle cramps.poor twinney.ahahaahh!!meet JUSTIN n CHEE KANG at the bowling centre.after one game,we went home.HOME SWEET HOME!!tmr can wake up late.since tmr is a sch holiday bcoz tmr is TEACHER'S DAY.so,to all teachers that had taught me bafore,i wanna wish to all of u...HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!!!n to my social studies teacher,HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!ahahah!!ok lah...im gonna end my post here...i'll update soon kay...tacqaires readers!!

from bottom of my heart:i think its time to let hym go...he had made his decision...i respect it...so...goodbye,my crush...no matter wad,u will alwaiz be in my heart...

hey peeps!

2009-08-28T22:18:00.000+08:00

hey peeps!!

i miss blogging man.but i lazy switch on the computer.that's why.hahah.so,today i thought of updating my blog because of someone.hahah.today's post i dedicate to my american twinney,HUDARIA!!she wants me to update.so,here i am updating.hahah.actuali,i have alot of stories to share with u guys.but,i lazy type it out larh.ahahaha!!yesterday,during the SRP,my friends and i were story-telling abt ghosts since there's no one monitoring us.no teachers at all!woohoo!!ok,back to the story.wani was telling her experinece.everyone was into the story.and we were not distracted at all.everyone was sitting in a circle around Huda n Carrie's table.i was sitting beside Wani.and everyone was looking at her.and suddenly,JOLYN SEAH....scared us by pushing Zayanah from behind.Zayanah shouted and the rest also start to shout.ahahah.it was very hilarious.but i also shout larh.ahahah.after that,everyone starts to laff.hahahahah!!but the best thing is,everyone was so engrossed and so into ther stories.even Haizan changed her seat.hahah.she hate ghosts stories.so,she was listening songs from her phone when we were so into the ghost stories.hahah!!yesterday was the best SRP ever.hahah!!after SRP,went for malay dance.malay dance is soo menyaket kan hati.so,im not gonna write anything abt it.

today went to hougang mall wif Safwatin.accompany her to look for her mother's birthday present.first,Safwatin returned her library book.then we went in to POPULAR coz i need to buy 'somthing'.hahah!!then,went in to CHAMELON to look at the brooch.after tht,took 80 to COMPASS POINT.we went into MONTHIP.i bought some stuff from monthip and mini toons.then we walked around.went into kiddy palace.hugging the cute plush toys.when im in the KIDDY PALACE,i feel like a kid again.hahah.i feel like buying all the purple care bears.hahah.miss them[purple care bears] so much.i miss HARMONY,SURPRISE n i forgot the other care bear's name.hahaha... ^.^"

ok lah...i'll end my post here....see u guys ppl....miss ya!!
miss me too kay??

dari lubuk hati ku....♥

2009-08-20T18:18:00.003+08:00

dari lubuk hati ku.... ♥

aku merasakan bahawa kau lah cinta sejati ku...sehingga aku menutupi pintu hati ku buat lelaki lain...aku sering menanyakan pada diriku...adakah engkau merasakan apa yang rasakan??aku keliru.keliru dengan perasaan ku yang sebenar.adakah benar bahawa aku telah jatuh cinta padanya?atau aku hanya menyukainya??tetapi,apa yang pasti ialah dia sentiasa berada di fikiran ku.sebenarnya,aku sudah lama menyimpan perasaan ku terhadapnya.aku rasa,sudah tiba masanya aku luahkan perasaan ku kepadanya.tetapi,aku tidak sanggup untuk berhadapan dengannya.aku malu.aku segan.patutkah seorang gadis meluahkan perasaannya kepada lelaki idamannya??mungkin,ada segolongan gadis yang berani untuk meluahkan perasaan mereka.lazimnya,aku tidak menyukai tindakan itu.sebenarnya,tidak salah untuk gadis meluahkan perasaan mereka kepada lelaki yang mereka sukai.tapi,bagiku tindakan itu agak kurang sopan.justeru itu,aku tidak pernah meluahkan perasaan ku yang sebenar kepada lelaki yang aku sukai.aku takut kalau aku akan dilabel sebagai perempuan yang "desperate".sehingga kini,aku masih menyimpan perasaan ku.hanya teman dekat ku sahaja yang tahu akan perasaan ku terhadapnya.aku berharap...kita akan bersatu pada satu hari nanti......buat masa sekarang,aku akan terus menunggu...sehingga kau menjadi miliku....

finally....

2009-08-20T17:48:00.000+08:00

hey yo!!

common test is over yaww.finally.im happy bcoz exams are over but im worried abt my results.i failed social studies as usual.aha!i passed my E maths.i passed my A maths.it was a just pass.so,i consider myself as lucky coz i did make some improvement.ahahaha!!seriously sia.my mid year grade for A maths was D7 but i improve to C6.nt bad uh.hahaha!! quite disappointed abt my malay result.i was hoping for an A1 but i managed to get an A2. hoping for an A1 doesn't mean i was hoping to be the highest for malay.im saying this bcoz ppl may get the wrong idea.so,ppl won't make any assumptions.at least,there is an A.ahah!! as usual,i also fail physic.my physic teacher said tht only 8 ppl from my class tht has the potential to take pure physic next year.am i among the 8 ppl??obviously not.n if i was given the chance to take the subject,i will not take it.for goodness sake,i juz cant make myself understand the topics.the topics are juz too hard for me to understand.juz i had my pure bio paper.the paper was ok lah.but some qns are really killer qns sia.but i juz answer anihow.who knows my answer is correct.im juz trying out my luck.ahaha!!almost all the paper i screwed up.it will be impossible if i nvr screwed up any paper.except for malay paper uh.surprisingly,i managed to finish all the qns juz now.i was really rushing.ahaha!!but no matter wad is the results,im gonna try harder for the END OF YEAR EXAMINATIONS!!!

ok lah...i end my post here...tired man..need some rest...so,bye bye....XOXO(:

screwed up

2009-08-14T23:25:00.000+08:00

hey peepos!

today i haf E maths paper.it was horrible.i skipped a few qns.n those qns add up to 10 marks.so,tht means my 10 marks is gone.no hope sia like tht.no matter wad,i haf to do well for geography,chemistry,biology n especially A maths.i know tht my A maths is quite weak.so im gonna study like hell for it.so far,havent gt back any papers yet.im so scared sia.damn it lah.everything gone case.ahahah.i did partly of my weekends hw oreadi.i did all the A maths revision ws oreadi.but i gt skipped a few qns.hee.tmr,i'll start doing the chemistry revision ws.n i'll try to complete some of the social studies qn.then sunday,finished up everything.study chemistry n especially geography!!i gonna pray hard so tht i passed mostly of the subjects.k lah..i end my post here aye...thx for reading...n dont forget to tag before leaving aye...(:

from bottom of my heart:i dunno why but i just cant forget hym...n just now i saw hym...he's looking hotter each day...ahahah...its hard for me to let hym go...i haf a deep crush on hym...i hope he feel the same way as i do...hee..(:

stress out..pfft.

2009-08-13T17:42:00.000+08:00

hey peeps!

im so sorry tht i nvr update my blog.especially to my sis-sy,wanny.ahahah!i juz came back from HOUGANG POINT with wanny.go there buy correction tape n eat MCFLURRY.sedap gilerr.ahaha...serious.ok lame.juz now talk alot of bullshit wif wanny.bullshit plus crap.bullcrap.ahaha...lol.talk abt guys.ahahah.funny sia.n wanny is so irritating.keep disturbing me wif tht ________.ahahah.but it was fun.dh lamer tk jadi gilerr mcm tu.ahaha.thx to wanny uh.hahah!

gosh,common test is so stress.like end of year sia.my parents dunno tht my common test start liao ler.ahahah.i purposely nvr tell them.if i tell them,confirm they will force me to study n wont allow me to switch on the com or watch tv.like wth!!ahaha.juz now was physics paper.i can do most of the qns but im nt confident wif the answers.hahah.yesterday was social studies paper.omg larh.i nvr explain a thing sia.except for the SBQ qns.but i nvr comlete the qns on the usefulness of the source n the differences of the sources.crap sia.then,the essay is worse uh.i did nt explain the factors.my paragraphs was long bco of the story.i memorised the story.but i did nt memorised the explaination bcoz the qn might be different wad.n i didnt complete the conclusion.my conclusion was only one line.pathetic sia.im so worried for my social studies.3EB only 8 passes.wth sia.i hope 3EA has no failures.pls god.pls...!tmr is E Maths paper.im nt doing very well for my maths now.im quite weak for both E Maths n A Maths.although i love MATHS.i must practice more.actuali no time.insufficinet time for practice.everyday go home late bcoz gt SRP.then,need to study for common test.where gt time to do homework n revision.crap sia.cant cope wif the studies n stress.god help me!!!

pasar mlm...

2009-08-07T20:07:00.000+08:00

hey yaww..

juz nw at sch watched a video on the serangoon star finals.there were 4 finalists.and there's only one sec 3 student among the 4 finalists.and his name is GREGORY or GREG.actuali i dont know him so well.nvr talk to him before.ahah!but thts the fact.since he has a nice voice,i voted for him.and guess wad,he won sia.thx to me for voting him.ahahah!!okay lol.actuali nt onli me wad.majority my classmates voted for him.and i think mostly of the sec 3 students voted for him.especially his classmates.so,congrats Greg.may be u dunno me.but thts ok.i dont mind.the important is u have achieved ur dream to be the SERANGOON STAR.ahahah!!so congrats!omg im soo tired.i juz came back from pasar malam.ok lah nt bad.but the stuffs tht they sell are very common.stuffs tht u can found at any pasar malam.and i did nt buy anithing.juz accompanying my cuzzins,Jannah n Arif.n i bought some groceries for my mom.she ask me to help her buy since she's very busy wif her household chores.tmr need to wake up early for the national day celebration at Serangoon Community Park.tht park is juz in front of my block.cool rite?i know.my house wad.then arnd 10,i cabot from tht celebration coz im going to my cuzzin engagement.i really hope tht tmr i can meet the Anugerah's finalists.n im totally gonna bring my cammy.gonna snap pichas of SARAH AQILAH,CHIRUL n KUNJUNG.WAWAN...tk payah lah.he's nt in my list.ahaha!luckily there's a long weekends.so gt time to rest,do revision n relax uh...aha!i regret for nt bringing my cammy to sch.my teacher only allow to take pichas using cammy n nt the cammy on the fone.haiya.but actuali i did u se my fone to take pichas.too bad.so yeahh..so sad i cannot upload photos at my blog.coz my tools are missing.sad huh?i know.wad to do my fate.nehmind.i will ask for help from the experts like,JIRAH,HUDA n WANNY.confirm can help me solve my problem.ahahaha!!!ok lor...till here aites...i will update soon..tacqaires readers ku...sayang korg.........(:

advance national day celebration

2009-08-07T13:37:00.002+08:00

today was fun.i snapped alot of pichas.especially wif MG CLIQUE.i aslo took picha wif my beloved CHEMISTRY teacher,MDM CHIA.she is soo pretty.i cant took my eyes of her.hahah!dont be jealous uh.to huda,im so so sorry twinnie.our teacher is juz too hot.i cant resist it animore.lol.joking only lah.suprisingly,MRS THIA turned up during the flag raising ceremony.miss her so much man.and her naggings too.hahah!she said she'll be back in sch in 19 august.hahah.cant wait.haha!i cant belive it tht my sch sponsors a cake for every class. and the cake is so delicious sia.for potluck,there's alot of food.there's sushi, potato chips,muffins,cookies,biscuits,chocolates,coke,coke zero,FnN grape,packet drinks n sweets....it was really a party man.everyone enjoyed themselves.n so am i.wow,singapore is turning 44 tis sunday.cant believe it tht it has been independent for 44 years oreadi sia.n singapore has changed from a kampong life to an urban life.last time,our fore fathers used to live in kampong houses.but now,we're living in HDB flats.singapore has really developed into a city.im proud of u,singapore.n tis is so social studies.hahah! cant wait for tmr.i haf alot of activities.tmr morning,i haf national day celebration.then,go to my aunty's house for my cuzzin engagement n may be in the afternoon,im gonna meet the ANUGERAH's finalists at Bukit Panjang Plaza.so many activities going on.hahah.and the best thing is,i haf a long weekends.cool rite...haha!ok lor..till here...i will update ASAP!!

slacking

2009-08-06T23:14:00.000+08:00

i seriously dunno wads happening to me.instead of working harder,im slacking.i wanna work hard.but the laziness in me stopped me from working hard.im so weak till i let my laziness control my life.this thing must not be happening to me.i dunno how to go against my laziness.no matter wad,i haf to destroy my laziness.if nt,my laziness will destroy my future.GOD,pls guide me.Pls give me the strength to face all the obstacles of life.I really need ur help.Pls help me.i really hope tht ALLAH fulfill my wish.i really hope i can destroy the laziness in me.to anione who read tis post,i hope u guys will also pray for me.i really need someone to guide me.someone tht i feel comfortable with.but,i understand tht my friends are also busy wif their schedule.i cant expect them to be guiding me 24 hours.i wish i can be like them.hardworking n smart.my results is nt improving at all.is this a sign?

am i speaking tamil?!

2009-08-05T20:28:00.001+08:00

hey peeps!

im frustrated wif my 2nd brother.he said he wanna go pasar malam.so,i asked him to buy for special chicken burger.my mum wants special beef burger.before he went out of the house,i kept repeating tht i want chicken burger till he felt annoyed.so,when he came back,i was so excited.but the most puzzled thing was tht the three burgers looks the same.so,i went to ask him.he said,"oh,so u want chicken?"i was so shocked tht he answered tht.pls dont tell me tht i was speaking to him in tamil before he went out.its like he was annoyed bcoz i kept saying,"i want chicken burger.i want chicken burger...."i did ate the burger but i feel like vomitting it out.even my mum says tht the burger doesnt taste tht good.when my mum told me tht the burger wasnt taste tht good,she was looking at me.waiting for me to say tht agree with her opinion.but i did not say a word.instead of speaking,i juz raise my eyebrow.cool huh?ahah!! i know.if he's angry at me,i dont care.i wont be happy as long as my wish is nt fulfilled.n now,he ask me to help him search for his pillow and bed spread.oh puh-lease im nt his servant so tht is so nt my job.n suprisingly,my parents helped him search for it.strange huh? well,im used to everything tht is strange n weird.

ohaky im gonna end post here.see ya..(:

webcam trauma?!

2009-08-05T13:10:00.000+08:00

hey yaww(:

finally,e-learning day is over.currently,im blogging and doing nothing else.i feel like going to hougang mall.but lazy uh.i think i wanna start doing my additional maths hw.

so,juz now when i was doing the assignments,i was online too.so gt this invited me for webcam.since im still tarumatised by the webcam incident,i decided to reject it.but,instead of rejecting,i pressed accept.and tht guy's thing pop out in front of the webcam.i quickly left the conversation and block the user.omg.wads wrong wif this guys??y are they so willing to show their ***?!!thts y i hate tht type of guys.till now,i dont know wads their motives by showing off their ***!!so,to tht type of guys,im sorry im nt interested.in my heart,there's onli him.my one n only ***********!!!i loooooove him to the core!!!although his heart does not belongs to me yet,my heart already belongs to him....(:

tired

2009-08-05T02:51:00.000+08:00

hey readers(:

i've done 4 online assignments and left 5 more.i'll finish up the rest later.and now im going to sleep.tired sia.i wanna have a long sleep.coz everyday i have insufficient of sleep.aha!! serious.and i will end up sleeping in one of the boring lessons.so,im gonna end my post here aye...im going to have my beauty sleep...aha! lol manx! haha!! i will update soon aye...(:

love,
Meera MaMeeMo(:

doing assignments...(:

2009-08-05T01:22:00.004+08:00

hey peeps!

its 1am n im still awake.surprised?aha! actuali today is e-learning day.so,no need to go to sch.
so currently im doing the tasks tht the teachers had gave the class.cool rite?do assignments at 1am in the morning...aha!ok lame.haha!while doing the assignments,i chat wif sanje.till now im still chatting wif her.not onli chatting but also helping each other wif the assignments.so,i've done 2 assignments which is malay n english.so sanje n i planned to do geog next so..yeahh...luckily gt sanje...so if i gt problems,can ask her rite...haha..kk...till here...(:

2009-08-04T21:05:00.000+08:00

hey there readers(:

i changed my blogskin again.i've been makeover-ing since 3+ till 8+...haha!and finally,im satisfied.hah!!!

juz now watch ANUGERAH's result.n im quite disappointed.i was hoping tht HYDIR could make it to the final.but he did not.instead of HYDIR,WAWAN managed to make it to the final.to be honest,i did not quite like WAWAN cuz i think tht he cant sing very well.but since he has the most supporters,so obviously he will make it to the final.but im happy tht SARAH AQILAH,CHIRUL n KUNJUNG make it to the final.i think tht among the four finalists,WAWAN is the weakest.i juz dont like his voice.i tot he cant sing.hah!lolx.so i wish all the best to the finalists.n to HYDIR n CATHY,i hope they will still continue to sing as they have great voices n i wish tht they will be popular one day without being the winner of ANUGERAH.in fact,they are already popular as they have their own fans.hahah!!so continue sing aye(:

yessa!tmr no sch.so,i'll be staying at home,since tmr is E-LEARNING DAY.tht means tmr can wake up late n tonite can sleep late.hahah!!but tmr,i must start doing some revision as common test 2 are arnd the corners.gonna work hard man!!

ok lah...i guess i'll stop here.since i've been using the computer for more than 5 hours...aha!im gonna update my blog soon n i hope u guys love my new blogskin...!(:

/*-Meera MaMeeMo-*\

love him aye...

2009-08-01T00:03:00.000+08:00

hey peeps!

this is my 1st post of the day.hahah!!i cant stop thinking of him.idk why.i've tried my best not to let my feelings controlled me.n now,its controlling me again.it really makes me uneasy.i tried to forget abt him by doing my hw.but,i failed.till now,my hw is nt done yet.i dont even know if i cant finish them in time. gee...im so tired.im tired of competing wif my classmates.i guess im not tht clever afterall.or may be im not trying my very best.i haf to do more practice so i can improve.but,the onli problem is time.i dont haf enuff time to do all tht.nt even revision.i think im gonna try to put my feelings aside.but he's always there.i cant pretend tht i cant see him.my eyes will always spot him.so idk what to do.i really hope he feel the same way as i do....

*Meera MaMeeMo;ur sweetheart*

pffft!

2009-07-31T19:04:00.000+08:00

hey peeps!

today is another tiring day for me.today's lessons was supposed to be end at 12.30pm.but my bio teacher came in at 12 and continue to teach till 1pm.then,my chem teacher came in to do filing.me and sanje had planned to do homework together.but it was cancelled because sanje had to meet my chem teacher for a make up lesson.so i stayed back for a while to complete three quaters of my physic graph.after completing the graph,i went home.at that point of time,sanje still having her make up lesson.so i told her that i wanna go home first.at the bustop,i saw a guy that looks exactly like my crush.i cant really see his face.but the way that guy walks and the bag he was carrying looks exactly like him.i wonder if my wild guess is correct.aha!nevermind.at least god knows if my wild guess is correct or wrong.so i reached home about 2+. once i reached home i switched on the computer.then,i cook instant noodles.then,i ate my lunch while watching the tv.after finished eating,im still watching tv n soon,i fell asleep.haha!then i woke up,clean up my messy room.and i did some ironing of clothes for tomorrow.n now,im blogging.hees! i think after blogging,i will start doing my homework.omg.my homework is a lot sia.its like every subject have 2 worksheets to do.haiya.no rest sia like that.i have social studies,physics,chemistry,biology worksheets for homework.as for maths and additional maths im not sure.i cant recall any homework.oh ya!i have maths worksheet.luckily,there is only one piece of maths worksheet.if not,i think im gonna die.there's too much of homework.i cant cope sia like that.haiya.what to do...my fate wad!ok larh...im gonna end my post here...i'll try to update ASAP!!

from bottom of my heart:im still waiting...(:

heck care uh!!!

2009-07-30T19:56:00.000+08:00

yo ppl!

today is a tiring day for me.n ppl juz cant understand the word tired.im late for my CCA bcoz i haf add maths srp.n im sure tht they heard me saying tht im tired n i cant take it animore.when im dancing,carrie called me for the SS meeting.so,i left the dance n went for the meeting.after meeting,i went back to the hall.then,everybody start packing n changing.n ppl still ask me;"whats wrong wif u?u ok or not?".idk why ppl ask tht kind of qn.since i was so tired,i was irritated by tht qn.so i replied;"obviously,what do u think?"then,gt someone says tht is nt good to let out my anger on somebody.i know tht.i dont need anione to remind me abt tht.im sorry if the way i reacted had hurt ur feelings.but pls,understand me.IM TIRED!! so i tend to get irritated easily.at tht point of time,i juz cant be bothered wif their feelings.im so sorry.i juz cant take the tiredness.its making me suffer rite now.n now,i haf a pile of hw tht has to be done.gee.will i haf the weekends to relax??i dont tink so.i tink i haf to end my post here coz i haf to go n do my "piles" of hw.haha!!lol!! n jkjk.so till here aye...see ya!

from bottom of my heart:for now,i cant be bothered wif my feelings towards him animore.he's doing nothing. so for now,im gonna put aside my feelings coz studies has to go first.n now,its not the right time to haf special relationship....

a new look!!

2009-07-29T19:25:00.000+08:00

hey peeps!

what did u guys think of my new blog look??ahaha!!wad a lame qn.i wanna thx to jirah for helping me to "makeover" my blog.ahahah!i took about 2 hours to get the perfect look for my blog.so i guess jirah was nt joking afterall.ahah!i know its kinda ridiculous but thts the fact.just now i went for my debate consultation with my social studies teacher.he was kinda funny.haha!tmr,i also haf another consultation wif him.oh gosh.im gonna went home late tmr.i haf malay dance till 5+.then i haf to go for the consultation.haiyo.what a tight schedule.no time to rest sia.haix...poor haizan.she missed alot of stuff.
get well soon,haizan.miss u so much!i tink im gonna fail my linear law test.hah!i tink i am.i skipped 2 out of 3 qn.obviously,im gonna fail.i did nt even managed to complete the 3rd qn.haix.wad a bad day...

he's looking hot each day,i juz cant take my eyes off him.ahaha!!!i really dunno whether to wait for him or juz move on.i tried to move on but i failed.so,im really confused.any suggestions?haha!lol.i think im gonna wait for him for a little bit longer.im gonna wait till the love fades away itself...without having me to force it to fade away.....

expected!!hah!

2009-07-27T20:54:00.000+08:00

hey peeps!!

yesterday soccer match was totally awesome.although singapore lose to liverpool.but i think its a great match.and my second brother was trying to convince me that singapore will lose.i have the feeling that singapore will lose.but i wanna see the whole match myself.n as expected,singapore lose.hah!!oh my goodness!!FERNANDO TORRES IS SO DAMN HOT!!!!hahah!!!my eyes was on him all the time.ahaha!he is so hot.i just canttake my eyes off him.haha!ok lol.actually,ALONSO is also not bad.also hot!!ahaha!!

hmm...my life is still boring.i just hate my life.and him.hmmpf.dont care abt me at all.never even talk to me.am i invisible??or am i too short for u to see??c'mon larh stop pretending as if u cant see me.at least talk to me abt something.there will always be an issue to talk abt.how long do u expect me to wait for u??i cant live a thousand years u know.pls do something before my love for u fades away.by then,u started to realised tht u haf feelings for me.n u will start talking crap n rubbish to me.pls larh.by then,i wont entertain u animore.omg.i sound so mean.but i haf to be this way.i love u so much.i know i havent express my feelings to u but u shud express ur feelings first.but for now,im still gonna wait.but not for long....

be urself day!!

2009-07-24T19:11:00.003+08:00

yo peeps!!

be urself day was on 21/7/09.i was fun.i laff alot actuali.thx alot to sanje, zayanah,shini n wani for making me laff like hell...aha!!

after sch,went to rivervale plaza to do myshow n tell project at mcdonalds wif zayanah.wani came later.i went home wif wani.as we were walking,we talk abt someone.aha!!n we took the lift to the LRT.then we took the stairs down.
then at the bustop wani tot of taking a picha wif me.so i was so excited tht i squeezed my ezlink card holder.then i started to realise tht my ezlink was missing.i walked back the path tht i took.i even went back to macdonalds.but its not found.so i went home without my card.i wonder where's my ezlink card rite now.i miss u so much ezlink card.aha!! i report abt it n the staff says tht no one had found my card.oh gosh!pls return my bby to me..i cant live without it.i must haf it so i can travel around singapore.ahah!!anione found it??pls return back to me.n im so sorry no reward aite.may be i chocolates.but pls return it back to me!!!

from bottom of my heart:oh crush...u look so hot in my fav colour,purple....fyi,im still crushing on u...hottie(:

screwed!!!!!!

2009-07-16T21:35:00.003+08:00

hey peeps!!

guess wad? just now i took O'level Malay Oral...i was damn nervous uh..but now its over..i tink i screwed it larh...i kept pausing...bcoz i cant think on the spot wad...so i kept pausing..and during the pause...i kept saying..urm..urm...urm...that is so irritating uh...i hope i get a distinction...tht is wad my mum is hoping for..i cant let her down for the second time...i dont want to disappoint her...i wanna make her proud....but..im realli frustrated about the oral till i haf no appetite to eat...haix...

everyday,there will always be absentees....haiyo.too many disease spreading around sia.i wish i can absent too.but dont want see doctor.confirm get more than 1 day mc.hahah!!cannot cope sia later.there will be like a pile of hw waiting to be done.and each day...my teacher teach new topic.after teaching,she gave excercises to do.its like..OH MY GOD! i know...the god is not mine...so wadever larh!! so,i go to sch bcoz i dont want to miss new topics...i dont want to go to sch bcoz i wanna run away from hw...hahah!!lol me!! i know i cant run away from problems..but i need sometime to relax....weekends oso im busy...full of activities...how to relax sia like tht..haiyo.no matter how hard i try to relax,i wont be ablre to relax.wanna know y?? its bcoz the hw kept haunting me.its so annoying,frustrating and irritating!!!

lets put aside the hw....lets talk abt subjects..haha!! beginning of the year,i hated physics and social studies so much.but now,after half of year studying the 2 subjects,i started to feel like its my favourite subjects...can u believe tht?? no,i cant.hahah!! may be its a miracle?? nah,i dont believe in miracle...reali meh? all this while..i've been hoping for miracle to occur.haha!!ok forget abt the miracle thingy.wad i know is i haf to study harder to achieve a better grades.i must show improvements to my parents.if not,im grounded for sure.so wish me good luck aye....!

byebye....

from bottom of my heart:semakin dia cuba ingin meghindari ku,semakin aku merasakan bahawa dia semakin dekat dengan ku..apakah ini sebuah petunjuk?atau hanya andaian ku sahaja...aku sungguh keliru...kenapa hidup ku jadi rumit begini??

should or should not??

2009-07-14T18:47:00.004+08:00

hey peeps!!

today's maths srp was cancelled.it was such a relieved.hahah!so went home straight after school.last three periods was physics.went to lab to practical.my hand was achimg till now coz i was stirring the water constantly for about 16 mins.just imagine how tired i was.haha!! i really very puzzled wif myself.everytime i need to draw a graph,my graph will always be the weird one.for my friends,their graphs look similar.i wonder wads wrong wif me man!!hahah..! just now update my facebook.n i played word challenge.it was a great game.haha!!now,i noticed that im addicted to facebook.i kept updating my facebook n abandoned my poor friendster profile.hahah!!i aslo dont know im addicted to facebook.may be its bcoz of the interesting games.hahah!!!i know...its ^_^"

my tuition was supposed to start today at 5pm.but i reached home at about 3pm.so i eat n update my facebook while im waiting till its time for tuition.when its time for tuition,i went out to the living room.but there was no one.i went in to my brother's room n he's not there,i went to find him at the toilet.but the toilet was empty.so that means....he went out.so tht means...NO TUITION!!!! yahoo!!!yapedapedooo!!!!hahah!!!

hmm..wad else shud i say...oh ya!!tis weekend my clique had decided to go n watch HARRY POTTER.n i wanna go too.but i havent asdked my mum's permission.i had the feeling that she wont allow me to go n watch the movie.actuali,i was supposed to accompany her to geylang this weekend.but my cuzzin wanna come along.so she said that i can stay at home instead of accompanying her.so i guess im free to go n watch the movie.although in the evening my big family will be having bbq.but the bbg starts at 5pm.so may be i can go n watch in the morning arnd 11am.but my fate to watch movie is in my mum's hands.so i really hope she will allow me.go,help me!!

ok...i think my post ends here...i wanna start doing my homeworks n study for my tests tomorrow..hiax...life is difficult!!

from bottom of my heart:just now when i visited my facebook,i took a quiz on 'WHEN WILL U MEET UR SOULMATE' ....i know i shouldnt trust this type of quizzes.but im just taking it for fun.the date that i will meet my soulmate is 6th July 2010.that means i haf to wait abt 1 year in order to meet my Mr.Right Guy.so im gonna wait till the day comes.i wanna see whether this type of quiz can be trusted.so wish me good luck yaww!!!

dedicated to my sister..!

2009-07-13T22:30:00.005+08:00

hellow peeps(:

im updating my blog due to some demands.cheyy,mcm btol jek.no lah actuali my 'sister' was hoping me to update coz she wanna read sometink from my blog.so here i am updating my blog for her and for those who are interested in my boring life n daily activities.so,this post is dedicated to her!!haha!! seriously,im tired of maths.everyday there are maths period except for tuesday which is my favourite day bcoz got PE mah.hahah!! my teacher gave a lot of hw till i reali cant cope wif it animore.im so depressed uh.i feel like my life is so unfair.today,zayanah absent.i wonder wad happened to her.i really hope she come to sch tmr coz im in the same geog class as her so i will feel lonely if she's not there beside me.awwhh....hahah!! but actuali there is shini.so yeahh,still be accompanied.but shini often absent herself from sch.so,im quite worried now.i hope both of them will not be absenting themselves from sch tmr.ohkay...wad else.hmm...actuali,there's nothing special or interesting event or incident tht happened in my life now.so there is nothing to share actuali u see.so gimme some time to tink....hmm...tmr my tuition starts.but i haf maths srp till 4pm.my tuition starts at 5 pm.so i reali dunnoe how to cope.i must be very tired.obviously.LOL me!hahah!!i tink i haf nothing else to say.im just hoping tht my mum would let me watch movie wif my clique coz i reali need to spend quality time wif them as well as to relieve my stress.oh ya!!this coming thursday i'll be sitting for my o' level oral for my mother tougue.im reali nervous coz im not well prepared for it.so wish me good luck yaww!!!!

from bottom of my heart:every person has different fate from one another....but my fate has not been siding me...why??why is this thing happening to me???oh ya...my fate wad....i noe i reali shouldn't be blaming on fate....but seriously,im not enjoying my life....i've been wanting this thing for so long....but till now...im not getting it..but y??is it bcoz im not mature enuff or wad?or i haf to wait abit longer???but how long??each day,i grew more impatient...i cant stand it wif my life...wads happening to me....i reali lose faith in everything tht i do now....n im trying my best to regain them back....but its difficult wif my conditions like tht...i dunnoe how am i gonna survive......god,help me!!

finally,its created!!!

2009-07-09T19:24:00.003+08:00

hey peeps!

today,went home late because got chemistry extra lesson.During SRP,do worksheet on the chapter of.....MOLES!!!hahaha!!! funny sia the name.juz now in the class,i kept doing moonwalk cacat.hahah!!funny i tell u.har har!!!zayanah,wani and mostly the MG CLIQUE laughs because of my moonwalk yg cacat.hahahah!!!

haiya!!tomorrow oso got srp.SOCIAL STUDIES SRP!!!! oh-no!!!nightmare!!! hahaha!!today gt alot of homework.and from juz now evening till now im still at the computer.haix!!!once i reached home,i created a facebook account.then,after verified my email,i played the typing maniac.thx to huda fer helping me search for tht game.hahah!!! tht game was fun but tiring.hahah...!so far,i managed to beat my cuzzin's score.hahah!!but im gonna try harder to get to the higher level...muahahahahaha!!!!!! omeegoodness!! tht sound soooooo EVIL...hahah!!joking!

haiyer.i cant take the aches animore.my shoulder had been aching since i gt home.haiyo.i think im gonna rest fer a while before start doing my hw.so i guess,my post gonna end here.awwhh...so sad isn't it?hahah....dont worry....im gonna update soon yaww...(:

ps:thx MG CLIQUE....u've made me realised tht im lucky to haf a "tutor".....i really appreciate ur efforts.....whats wrong with me?? i shud be thankful.....

so sorry mummy...):

2009-07-07T22:17:00.003+08:00

hello peeps!

how cha doing?!hahah!!! ok lame.i really felt guilty towards my mum.she really wants me to improve my studies.today,is officially my tuition day.ohkay,that sounds so weird.but,nevermind. once i reached home,i watched tv n fell asleep.i woke up abt 5+.my tuition is supposed to start at 5pm.i woke up,go central repair my calculator.after tht,go home n start doing my hw.after completed maths hw,i went out of my room to have my dinner and to my shock,my mum was crying.i tried talking to her but no response.i knew it.she cried bcoz of me.awwh...hahah!!LAME!so,decided to take a bath before ANUGERAH starts.after bathing,my mum asked me to help her fold the clothes.i followed all her demands.and finally,she TALKED to me.YEAHH!!!WOOHOO!!! so yeah,we are in good terms again.pheww...i cant believe it tht she was so upset tht i did not turn up for the tuition.its just tht im not comfortable with my brother teaching me as a tutor.he is good in his studies.but i prefer to study alone as i am an independent child.i mean im always alone.n i've been studying alone since primary 3.n im comfortable studying alone.no matter what,i have to attend the tuition for the sake of my parents.i will do anything for them as long as they are happy and proud of me.i know tht i had disappoint them.and i promised,i will never disappoint them again....

ps:sometimes in life,u cant get everything tht u want.but no matter what,appreciate all the things tht u have now coz not all ppl are lucky as u are.......and u shud expect the unexpected....coz tht is what u called LIFE.......

for u twinney(:

2009-07-05T23:28:00.006+08:00

hey ppl(:

im blogging again yaww.hahah!!!miss blogging so much.this post is for my twinney,hudaria.she really wants me to update..so yeah,im blogging again.actuali,nothing much to say.so,i guess i shud share wif u guys the occasion tht happened on 3/7/09....

after sch,went to hougang mall wif bestie, jirah.she accompanied me to buy my mum's birthday present.wanna know her birthdate?? 3/7/09...hahah!! i bought her present on her birthday...hahah!! tht was so last minute uh.haha!! i seriously had no idea what to get fer her. finally,i decided to get her a brooch.so,yeahh,i spent about 40 bucks on her present.now,im broke.hahah!!! so now,i haf to collect again to buy top up card for my phone.haiyo...tsktsk.

yeahh...tomorrow no sch.thx to youth day!! hahah!!but still,i haf 19 qns of A Maths,n 2 physics hw...haiyo.im dead...!

ps:im still a fan of sleeq!!!sleeq rawk my werld sia...my heart belongs to ALYPH!!!so hudaria,are u satisfied now??haha!!i'll try to update soon kay,dear.

updated(:

2009-07-01T21:45:00.005+08:00

heylow ppl!!

finally,i updated my blog.although sch had reopened for abt 3 days oreadi,im still in my holiday mood.and there are alot of changes.firstly,my class is now at the groundfloor.if not,is at the 4th floor.hahah!!so,i think its ok larh to change.hmmm..wad else uh?!my recess.usually is at 10.30am.but now,i haf 2 days of recess at 11am.this is so unfair.by 10am,my mind is no longer in the class animore.haha!!but,seriously sia.i'll be thinking of food,planning wad to eat n oso countdown till its recess time.hahah!!!so yarh,thts all i haf to say i think.so takecare everybodeh....i'll try to update ASAP!!!

ps:im addicted to SLEEQ's songs rite n0w...hahah...they're so cute manxzxz...n im in LOVE wif ALYPH!!!

tired?!!

2009-06-25T21:50:00.004+08:00

hellow ppl!!!

today,i helped my mum to clean her stall.i washed the plates n i wiped them.after tht,we went to pasar malam.we bought food bcoz we're damn damn hungry..!!hahahah!!!my mum bought nasi lemak fer herself n i bought chicken special burger....fer myself...hahaha!!the burger is so damn nice uh..really...once u bite it...everything melts in ur mouth automatically....serious...no lie.i think im addicted to it now.hahaha!!i think im buying it again tomorrow.hahaha!!!so far,i've completed both comprehension except fer the summary.n i haf a lot more to do.haix....later,i've planned to complete my maths online assignments.then,i'll start on my biology mind-maps.i'll try to complete tht by tonite.then tomorrow,i'll start on chemistry n abit of physics...hehehe....n tomorrow i'll try to complete half of my compo.the rest of the compo i'll try to complete by saturday.on saturday,i'll start on my summaries.then,try to complete the rest of the hw.so,tht is my timetable...hahaha!!! i'll hope i can keep on track.hahah!!!

ps:tomorrow gonna help my mum again..pfft.haix...hahah!!!!

pisst off!!

2009-06-24T21:03:00.003+08:00

omg.im so damn pisst off wif my mum.juz nw i woke up arnd 1pm.after bathing n haf my breakfast n lunch,changed n went out to GEYLANG.go to the market to tempah my baju kebaya but the tailor is not there.she went to INDIA.damn it.i told my mum b4 go n tempah earlier like last week,but she said still got alot of time.n now,when am i going to tempah again.haiyo,troublesome sia.after tht,go JOO CHIAT COMPLEX.my mum wanna survey kain for hari raya.LOL!!then,i fell in love wif this kain.so,my mum bought it fer me.hahah!!!then,take bus to AMK!!go COURTS n bought a blender.then,take taxi n went home.seriously,im really pisst off wif her.but i had to smile in front of her.if not,i'll get scolding from her.hahah!!!ok lorr...till here...see ya again ppl!!!

ps:damn it!!!hols is not extended...n my hw is still alot....how uh???